ZuLiA

2010-09-26T21:12:00.000-07:00

26 September Sermon

Watch must come together with prayer.

Prayer

builds focus

concentration
positively impact the other areas of my life
&
foster humility because I seek God for help.
Builds compassion on others because I pray for others when they need help.

I pray in spite of fears & doubts.
As, seek, and knock.
Ask is to express my desire to God.
Seek is to seek for wisdom & direction to my desire.
Knocking is understanding that lead me to a door.

Watch & pray together.
Watch is to listen & observe attentively.
I watch my thoughts as they become my words.
I watch my words because my words create my world.
I watch my words because they become my actions.
I watch my actions because they become my habits.
Prayer is observing myself.
Habits become character.
I watch my character as it becomes my destiny.

2010-08-06T09:42:00.001-07:00

It feels so

good to let out

what I have been suppressing...

Can only describe in 1 word

SHIOK!!!

:)

Felt so stressed 2 nights ago

cause of 2 upcoming tests

next Wed & Sat

&

I did not finish what I should as plan

&
I feel so suffocated!!!

But feel much better

aft changing my plans to make it more realistic...

It's ok..

I still have time..

It's not as if I am having both tests tmr..

So I'll trust my capabilities

&

will enjoy my day with Elaine tmr!!!

Will relax

&

enjoy to the fullest tmr!!!

Enjoy singing k lunch with her!!!

Enjoy watching Salt with her!!!

Enjoy celebrating Terence's birthday

by having dinner @ Brotzeik tmr night!!!

&

Decided to stay @ home whole day on Sunday

to study for my tests!!!

:)

2010-07-31T10:01:00.000-07:00

Mummy is thinking too much again...

How can this be stop or reduce...?

Spend more quality time with her...?

Do my best to help her reduce her expenses as much as possible...?

Start throwing things...?

Or she just need someone to accompany....?

Will be staying @ home during this week

&

will pray that she'll recover soon.

I will start my EG research

&

must finish by tmr before I go Ah Yi's house...

I will do what I need to do

Now

&

Consistently

I will read straits times @ least thrice a week!!!

:)

2010-07-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yeah...

Had been studying 2 hrs everyday

&

will continue to study @ least 2 hrs everyday!!

:)

Did MR research for @ least 2 hrs then later will start doing the content for the slides tmr.

My group members very efficient so of course I'll also be as efficient as them...

:)

Jia You!!

SM assignment due in 2 weeks time!!

I CAN DO IT!!!

:)

2010-07-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

Doing D3 is not easy but I'll trust the process

&

preserve...

:)

cause I believe that I will benefit from the outcome eventually...

I'm going to finish revising PM lecture 3

&

going to start my revision for PM topic 2 soon...

Yeah...

:)

I'm going to play badminton tonight,

swim tmr morning,

dance on fri,

gym on sat.

Elaine coming back on 4th!!

Can't wait for her to return to Singapore!!!

:)

2010-07-08T20:34:00.000-07:00

I am proud of me focusing on my priorities now

&

I'll continue to do so..

1. Spending quality time with my family especially mo mother.

2. Set aside 3 hours everyday to do self-revision.

3. Exercise @ least thrice a week.

4. Attend cg & church service every week.

5. Attend coach training & coach for POE.

Lastly, do more & talk less

2010-07-06T01:49:00.000-07:00

I have finally found back the happiness

&

joy in me..

Feel so relax

&

carefree!!!

So in the mist,

I'll enjoy studying,

spending quality time with me mother,

family,

exercise

&

meet up with my friends!!!

:)

2010-07-05T06:25:00.001-07:00

It's difficult to let go of things immediately

but

it's good to let go of things slowly

that won't benefit us in the long run

We don't have to always do the things we like.

We should do things that benefit us.

2010-06-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

New outcomes for July

1. Understand all lectures

2. Fill TR1 with positive energy

3. Accompany my mother to her appointment for @ least 20 hrs/week

I

FOCUS ON MY OUTCOME,

TAKE ACTION,

TAKE RESPONSIBILITY

&

ACT COURAGEOUSLY

in order to reach all the outcomes mentioned above.

2010-06-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

Many thoughts on my mind now.

1. Fear of W32 Mod 1 to coach

&

play a part of TR1 team.

Now that I fear of inadequacy to be as coach in W32 Mod 1

&

TR1 team,

I will have FAITH in myself

& do my best!!

EMPTY my mind.

Have an OPEN mind.

FOCUS on my outcome.

Be COURAGEOUS.

I will break this pattern in my life!!

I would like to thank God for

1. his LOVE

I love him whole-heartedly

&

love people fervently.

2. for FLEXIBILITY

3. the SACRIFICES that I had made

4. for the FAITH.

Believing, seeking out all things are possible.

Dreams are achieved.

Successes are to be celebrated.

5. VISION

touching the next generation

6. LOVE FOR THE LOST.

7. LOVE FOR HIS HOUSE

lifelong relationships through our lives.

2010-06-26T03:28:00.000-07:00

Watched 3 movies within 2 days

1. Toy Story 3

2. Karate Kid

3. Ip Man

Toy Story taught me to cherish kinship, be intelligent in order to survive.

Karate Kid taught me to

1. Be courageous (act in spite of fear)

2. Empty my cup

3. Focus

4. Persevere in spite of pain

5. Be ethical

2010-06-25T18:02:00.000-07:00

Nothing is easy in life.

We have to fight to have good things.

We can only be physically strong when we eat healthily

&

exercise regularly.

We can only be mentally strong when we perserve

&

overcome all our setbacks in life,

they are just part

&

puzzle of life where everyone will go through.

We can only be emotionally strong when we believe that we are

emotionally independent.

That's nothing wrong with being lonely...

Only when we are physically, mentally

&

emtionally strong then we can take really good care of our family

members by loving & accepting who they are..

only then we can extend our love to our close friends...

:)

2010-06-23T16:48:00.000-07:00

I believe that we can still grow as individual being friends.

In this way,

we would be more ready to be in a relationship

which our parents will have faith in.

I believe we CAN DO IT!!!

We must have faith in ourselves just like God has faith in us..

I'm sure we will take this time to achieve what we really want before we

share our lives.

2010-06-19T18:59:00.000-07:00

Being together with u allows me to

1. Focus on my priorities

2. Think, speak & behave more maturely

3. Be Happier

4. Exercise more to be healtier

5. Able to be more discipline

6. Appreciate more of everything that I already have

especially myself

& u!!!

7. Be more courageous & confident in

the decision that I have already made

8. Be more flexible

9. Be more patience to enjoy the process slowly..

10. Be more obedient to my mother.

Thank you dear for everything that u have taught me

&

am teaching me

&

will be teaching me...

U are my role model for almost everything...

:)

2010-06-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

Since I took the courage to be with u,

I must take responsibility, persevere

&

be committed to our relationship.

I promise to go through all the thick

&

thin

with u so that both of us can be a better

&

happier couple as we become increasingly mentally,physically

&

emotionally strong when we are together.

2010-06-15T08:27:00.001-07:00

Started the day fine

followed by less torturous

compare to yesterday

cause total termination is 55

lesser then yesterday...

so Thank God I manage to left a little by 1215pm

&

can go for lunch earlier

then the day before which was 1pm

& I was starving...

Aft lunch I continued to finish it.

After calling 2 customers,

there are still termination cases..

then key until about 67 then brain dead..

Luckily Tiara said during lunch that

I can email her then

she'll replace Sharon's position...

haa...

Anyway

I was super stressed to the extend that

I thought of smoking..

Think this is e 3rd time

I thought of smoking

but of course I never did

&

will never do it!

So I must think of many ways to destress instead...

Did not know what to do so decided to msg Dear..

Thank Goodness we met today..

:)

God is really testing my perseverance...

&

I'll prove to him that

I am determined to excel

in whatever trials he give upon me..

:)

2010-06-14T05:15:00.000-07:00

Started the day not so good..

Continued the day not that good either...

But I will definitely end my day happily...

Cause deep down I know that I have again stretched myself

&

had an extremely fruitful day!

:)

2010-06-11T17:07:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!

After not seeing Alvin for a week cause he went Korea..

I finally got to meet him later!!!

Really looking forward to see him later!!!

Would be watching movie with him in the afternoon!!!

Then have teppenyaki with

Alvin,Sm,Rily & WH for dinner before heading home!!!

Am thinking what should I wear later!!

Feel like wearing nice nice

&

wear contact lense!!!

Would be having ramen for lunch with Ah Yi too!!

&

My JFT is to be good tempered

&

I am

&

I will be even more good-tempered then before...

:)

2010-06-10T21:53:00.000-07:00

Who can understand what I'm thinking?

Why I do certain things..?

I doubt anyone will be able to read my mind..

haa..

I used to be such a simple minded girl until...

I become an oxymoron...

I have the ability to see everything on both sides

&

can see,think

&

even feel extremes...

:)

The fact that I can only means that

I can control my emotions so easily

&

so comfortably..

2010-06-10T17:31:00.000-07:00

I'm Smart cause I thought of..

Acc-ing mummy when school starts

by her paying me basic salary

&

as a form of allowance.

So the more time I spent with her

or

be her chaffeur means that I'll get more salary

&

I earn the amount of time & effort I've put in

Kill 3 birds in 1 stone.

Anyway

I need to be more aware of

what I said & do cause

people who knows me are watching..

Last last night I had a nightmare about him

&

he called my mother

&

said that he wanted to be an insurance agent..

so random & sudden...

Anyway

last night I ask my mother

if get to know Alvin more half a year later

if he's good to me can we be together

then she said it all depends on me..

but I'm just afraid history will repeat itself..

Honeymoon period would be

the sweetest period then

once after that everything would go back to normal..

humans are really unpredictable...

2010-06-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

I'm proud of myself for being so

Filial

Positive

Mature

Discipline

Patient with my mother's nagging

Knowing my priorities

Influencing positively to people who knows me..

Courageous to face my challenges

Take action in spite of fears..

:)

2010-06-09T18:32:00.000-07:00

I am positively patient...

When things don't work the way I want them to

I need to change strategy..

No use getting angry over it cause I'll grow old fast..

haa...

Relax & think through

how can the outcome be achieved in a diff way...?

I've grown up.

Focusing on my priorities.

Enjoy the process

as God already planned out everything for us...

&

courage is to act in spite of fears..

:)

2010-06-08T18:57:00.000-07:00

$3k/month @ the age of 25.

$5k/month @ the age of 30.

$10k/month @ the age of 35.

:)

2010-06-08T16:57:00.000-07:00

Schedule for now

1. Have dinner @ hm at least twice a week during the weekdays.

2. Attend Alvin's cg on Tues/Wed.

3. Attend my own cg on Fri.

4. Attend church svc on Sun.

5. Spend quality time with my family/Alvin on alternate Sat.

6. If Sat go out with Alvin, Sun night have dinner at home.

That's all..

tata

;)

2010-06-08T16:24:00.000-07:00

My personal from today onwards is to let go,

forgive & forget

all the unhappy events that happened in the past

especially those who are close to me..

I do know that

this journey would be quite challenging for me

but

I believe that

I will be able to overcome it

&

reach my final goal so easily

&

so comfortably..

Because I know that deep down inside me

I'm a very forgiving person

&

that letting go of the unhappy past,

forgiving the person would only

benefit us now & in the future..

It's just a matter of time..

:)

2010-06-08T01:46:00.000-07:00

Handle my own challenges well before I probe about others.

Pioritize & take action on what should be done 1st.

Good time management.

Eat, Sleep & Live Well.

Realise that me always hanging out with my friends are just distractions in my life.

Now is the time to face the truth.

The fact that I'm the eldest in the family means that I am responsible to share my mother's burden in educating, looking after my sis,helping out in finances
&
most importantly is to listen to what mummy says
&
make her happy..

I will talk to her softly,nice & gently even when she raises her voice @ me cause she went through 9 months of pain to give birth to me.
This is only a small action that I can do to be filial to her..

2010-06-07T18:53:00.000-07:00

Will be acc-ing mummy to

Hot Park tmr from 3pm - 8pm.

My flu will recover these few days

because I know that

deep down inside me

I feel that I am

physically,mentally & emotionally strong..

I'll know my time-table on 10 June!!

:)

I want to buy make-up brush

&

Hush Puppy covered shoes to wear to work..

Most importantly I want an Iphone for my birthday!!

:)

2010-06-07T04:50:00.000-07:00

Am really glad that there are always a lot of

ups & down in diff stages of my life..

Now mummy is sick,

doc suspect Joycelyn might contract H1N1

thus boss allow me to take 1 week off.

Treat it as a holiday for us?

Really spend time with my mother.

Can relax as much as I can

Bottom line

all of us MUST be

physically,

mentally

&

emotionally

strong.

:)

2010-06-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

It's been ages ever since I have blogged..
Had an wonderful awesome experience of POE Mod 2
&
will do my best to FOMO
&
decided to be single..

What Rily say is very true..
My rs is going in vicious cycles..
wants to break up after getting attached then want to get attached when i'm too stressed studying..
so what is the best solution...?

Anyway the reason why i broke up with Alvin is because both of us should concentrate on our piorities 1st.
For eg,
I should focus on my studies
&
he should focus on working now.

It really hurts me badly to break up with him..
it's like bleeding in my heart but what can i do..?

It's for our own good..
both our mothers already advised us to start with friends slowly
&
get to know each other longer before we get together then i'm always the stubborn 1 who does'nt listen...

When will I start to listen to people who meant well for me...?

Anyway we are still friends so we can still meet up with our friends just no holding of hands etc..

Anyway he's going Korea tonight so i shall be independent for a week..

:)

Treat it as a test for our friendship..

Anyway today i kana complain by colleagues sitting beside me because i was too noisy.
I do agree with them.
They could just tell me to shout up rather than complaining to Chermaine, Zhong Yue then to my boss..
Actually they did nothing wrong..
They doing this will only make me more focus on my work
&
behave more maturely cause i'm always very loud,
disturbing the people around me
&
i'll learn to be softer...
:)

From tmr onwards i'll be all alone @ my desk
&
I'll just keep quiet
&
finish my work before going hm cause i want to earn $1k so that i can convince mummy to go 7th path
:)

Accept myself, Love myself for who & what i am,Appreciate everything that i have

2010-04-29T20:23:00.000-07:00

I feel that

God

has always been blessing me

from the moment I was born,

it's just that I am unaware of that.

The Blessings he had for me ever since I was born..

I am blessed me to be born in Singapore.

2. I am blessed me to be born in such a good family.

3. I also have an

awesome aunty & uncle

whom i also

love a lot

cause they are just like my Godparents.
4. I am blessed to have such a nice, caring and open-minded mother.

5. I am blessed to have such a nice father although i only spent 19 years with him..

I will always remember all the good memories i have with him..
:)

6. I blessed to get into Beatty Sec School, the 3rd choice of sec school i myself want to go into.

7. I am blessed to be able to graduate from

Ngee Ann Poly

with a Diploma in Early Childhood

cause i love kids.

8. I am blessed to able to be

study Bachelor of Business Management in SIM

despite the high school fees..

I feel that I

should

return the amount of school fees

that my mother had helped me pay

for my school fees

when i step into the working society...

Therefore my I

want

to earn

at least

$3k for the

first job

i want to work as.

9. Now, I am blessed to know Alvin through Xiu Yin,

a very nice guy

&

we have a lot of similarities to the max

from a kinesthetic person,

our hobbies,

our values,

even our personality are very similar to a large extend

and

something he has

&

I do not have as much as him is

patience..

I feel that I'm

really blessed

by God to have all the wonderful things that no one can have as many

good things that I can in life..

&

I

believe

that God will continue to bless me

to have greater things in life

&

He would

want me

to keep growing into someone

who have the

power

to create

miracles

with a

sincere

heart..

:)

2010-04-27T04:57:00.000-07:00

Yeah..
wrote a booklet & 3/4 pages for LM paper
hopefully can get distinction if cannot get HD
hopefully can get 35/50

Today head quite heavy
so tmr then start HRD
study for 2 days then start OT

Yeah..
i might have a data entry job @ Raffles Place
$6.50/hr
work form 830am to 6pm
they looking for 2 people to work for 2 months
hopefully me & hf will be able to shortlisted together
i will pray to God everyday

Yeah..
going to watch Hunter Island with Mummy tmr

Think Sat i will go Reyes birthday party @ e club
heex..

yeah..after exams work then got money..
can't wait to enjoy lots lots after exams!!!

go East Coast Park (ECP) to chill,
go singing,
meet up with friends etc..
:)

Am willing to sarcrifice as much for u.. :)

2010-04-24T09:44:00.000-07:00

Guess I need to think,do things maturely from now on..

1. I am independent.

2. I am financial independent.

3. I will be graduating from RMIT in 1 year time.

4. I will go NIE after i graduate from RMIT.

5. I will teach for 2 years in pri sch aft i graduate from NIE.

6. I will lead a good life.

7. I make mummy happy.

8. I share mummy's burden to look after the family.

9. I am a good girl & listens to what mummy say.

10. I will learn how to cook what i love to eat.

11. I will be more & more patient.

12. I will be more & more forgiving.

13. I will do well in my studies.

14. I have good memory.

15. I love myself,

my family members,

God,

my close friends

and him

more than anything else on earth.

;)

STUPID me when it comes to guy..

2010-04-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

I'm back to the
STUPID me when it comes to guy..
Waited half an hour for him then he just took the cargo lift & went to meet his friend cause his friend rides bike cause they are suppose to meet up for biz stuffs.

Feels like the stupidest woman on earth.
Rily, SM & HF already ask me to focus on my studies before getting a bf & here i am desperate for guy's attention..
Will i die if i don't have a bf..?
Absolutely not!!
I've been SINGLE for half a year & enjoying singlehood.
ya i might feel jealous when people talk about bfs etc or i see couples hanky panky.
HACK IT la.
Just want to LOVE MYSELF & BE MORE PATIENCE WITH MY FAMILY MEMBERS
Enjoy what i like to do, sing,club,swim,run,spend time with friends, cg, church service etc.

He already keep asking me not to meet him yet i am the STUBBORN 1 who keeps wanting to meet him so
DESERVE IT.

EVERYTIME I WANT TO MSG A GUY.
THINK THRICE.
DO I WANT TO FALL INTO THE TRAP AGAIN..?
OF COURSE NOT!!
So what should i do?
FOCUS ON WHAT I SHOULD!!
FOCUS PREPARING FOR MY EXAMS!!
FOCUS ON DOING THE THINGS I LIKE TO DO!!
FOCUS ON SPENDING TIME WITH FAMILY MEMBERS!!
FOCUS ON SPENDING TIME WITH CLOSE FRIENDS!!
FOCUS ON MY OWN LIFE!!
FOCUS ON GETTING DISTINCTIONS FOR MY MODULES!!
PRAY TO GOD WHEN I RUN OUT OF STRENGTH.
FOCUS SPENDING TIME WITH MY CG!!
FOCUS ON GOING CHURCH SERVICE!!!

Willing to sacrifice to club lesser to spend more time with him.. :)

2010-04-21T20:02:00.001-07:00

I got a

feeling

he

might be the one for me..

cause i am

willing to sacrifice

to club lesser so as to spend more time with him...

He is

working very hard

towards his goal by

doing his best to come out with ideas

for his setting up of a business

then in turn i should

really work 100x harder

to achieve my academic goals..

:)

I thought of all these

myself

when he

did not reply my message

nor answer my call these few days.

Rather then being angry with him

i put myself in his stand..

:)

"Fortune Telling"

2010-04-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

"Fortune Telling"

by

Ling Ling's bf

1.I'm FULL of ENERGY!!(hyperactive)

2. I'm kinestatic learner

3. LIKES TO FEEL GOOD

4. HAVE INTUITION (haha)

5. I can CHOREOGRAPH a dance. (interesting)

6. I'm a GOOD ACTRESS (*laughs*)

7.I WANT to be a "SUPERSTAR" (*shy*)

8. I'm SELF-DESTRUCTIVE & AM MOVING SELF-CLEARANCE. :)

9. I CAN BE A MANAGER IN THE FUTURE (interesting)

10. I'm an EFFICIENT & EFFECTIVE LEADER

11. I CHOOSE TO PUT ON A MASK IN FRONT OF PEOPLE
WHOM I'M NOT CLOSE TO
&
BRING UPON TO PEOPLE WHOM ARE CLOSE TO ME..

(oops. not really healthy so i shall improve on this..heex..)

12. PREFER

to

LIVE IN FRONT OF OPEN AIR LIKE BEACH

cause like

PRIVACY (heex)

13. EXTREMELY FIRM ON MY VIEWS UNLESS I'M CONVINCED :)

14. MS Q (heex..will ask lotsa questions until i get e ans)

CHOOSE TO
LISTEN & BELIEVE
WHAT IS GOOD FOR MYSELF
HAHA

2010-04-06T08:29:00.000-07:00

Priorities

Get Distinction for All Modules for All Assignments & Exams
Graduate from RMIT in May 2011
Attend Coach Training
Spend Quality Time With Family
Meet up with close friends!!
ENJOY LIFE!!!

Acknowledging My Fears..

2010-04-05T08:40:00.000-07:00

Feel so SHIOK after ACKNOWLEDGING My FEARS
haha

Afraid that i cannot live life to e fullest
Afraid that i cannot be a best daughter
Afraid that i cannot be the best sister
Afraid that i cannot be a best friend
Afraid that i cannot do well in my studies
Afraid that i won't graduate in 1 year's time
Afraid that i won't find a good job after i graduate
Afraid that i won't lead a good life when i start working
Afraid that my mother will leave me anytime
Afraid to lose my love ones anytime
Afraid of cockcoraches
MOST IMPORTANTLY AM AFRAID THAT CANNOT OVERCOME ALL E FEARS INSIDE ME..

NOW THAT I HAVE ACKNOWLEDGE MY FEARS
I HAVE THE POWER TO

HAVE ONLY POSITIVE THOUGHTS
RELAX
BE COURAGEOUS
BE PATIENCE ESPECIALLY WITH MYSELF
FORGIVE MYSELF
OVERCOME WHAT I CAN OVERCOME :)

CONCLUSION
HAVE FAITH & BELIEVE THAT I HAVE ALL THE RESOURCES THAT I NEED

My Dream Boy..

2010-03-24T15:14:00.000-07:00

My Dream Boy..

An Effective Communicator
An Efficient Leader
A Flexible Boyfriend

Always Rem E Highest Positive Intention For Everything That Happens!! :)

2009-12-30T01:35:00.000-08:00

God is Fair

Everything Happens for a Reason

Me Believing in Helping Others

E Goodness That I Do Will Come Back to Me

Already Proved Through Me Having a Temp Admin Job where I am paid $9/hr

Dont Really Have A Lot to Do

I'm Thankful to be Able to Find This Job

Having Such a Nice Manager Whom even Apologise that She cannot give me much things to do cause she's too busy Doing Her Stuffs

She Even Allow Me to Knock Off At 5pm if i want to

I work only Mon,Wed & Fri Every Week so that i can spend e rest of e day of e week with my family/friends

That Always Rem of Having the Highest Positive Intention For Everything

I Finally Find Back My True Self,

Love Myself for who I Am

It's ok to take longer time then people as long as i reach my goal eventually

I want to be back e Innocent me where I feel that e World is Surrounded By Nice Ppl Simultaneously Knowing that Everyone Do Things For An Intention

Y NOT JUST LIVE HAPPILY

ENJOY EVERY MOMENT THAT I HAVE

Actually I Suddenly Wish I can be a Tai Tai

Relax & Work Simultaneously...

Haas...

In Actual Fact,

I Like Working As An Admin

Haha

Wish That I Can Marry A Rich Handsome Guy

Haha

I Found a New Love

That's Piglet!

Haha

What I Focus On Expands..

2009-12-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

What I Focus On Expands
Perhaps It's Time To Focus On What Is Really Important In My Life A Few Years Down The Road Rather Than Focusing On Things That Will Never Come True..
Instead Of Focusing On All The Bad Things Why Not I Focus On All The Good Things That Happen This Year..?

I Admit That This Year Isn't A Very Smooth Year For Me But I Believe That 2010 Would Be A Even Better Year For Me!!
:)

Actually I Achieve My Goal This Year By Passing All My Modules & Getting Credits for 3 Modules!!!

AM REALLY PROUD OF IT!!

E Reason Behind it is Cause I Change My Strategy Of Doing Assignment & Studying For Exams!

I FOCUS & DEVOTE MORE TIME PREPARING ON MY ASSIGNMENTS & PREPARING MY TEST & EXAMS

I Started Doing My Assignments & Study For My Test & Assignments A Month Before My Due Date

I LEARN TO PRIORITIZE MY STUFFS
I LEARN TO MAKE CHOICES
&
I WANT TO LEARN TO ENJOY EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I DO DAILY!!!

I'M ALSO VERY GRATEFUL TO FOUND AN ADMIN JOB OF $9/HR TO HAVE A BOSS WHO DOESN'T PRESSURIZE ME A LOT
& SHE'S REALLY A VERY NICE LADY TOO..
MAKES ME LOOK FORWARD TO WORK EVERYDAY
&
END WORK HAPPILY EVERYDAY

CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNER & I SHALL UPLOAD MORE PHOTOS!!!
APPRECIATE ALL E FRIENDS THAT I HAVE

2009-11-24T09:43:00.000-08:00

Had Been Hunting For Jobs These Few Weeks

Every Since Last Day of Exams

Hopefully can get an Admin Job Soon!!!

Would Be Going For A 2nd Admin Interview Tmr @ 3pm

Hopfully I'll Get E Job

&

Work Even When Sch Starts

Then Can Pay My Own Hp Bills

to Lighten My Mother's Financial Load..

If Really Cannot Get E Job Tmr Then I'll See If Fuji Needs Me Anot!!!

Anyway I'll Be Working @ Sigtex Expo Hall 5 Fr 26th Nov - 29th Nov Selling Fujiflim Cameras!!!

Do Come & Look For Me If u R Going Sigtex

or

Best if You Want To Buy A Camera..?

:)

May Everyday Be a Fulfilling Day Being Blessed By God

Steamboat With Hui Fang,Joycelyn & Eileen!!!

2009-11-24T08:48:00.000-08:00

Had Steamboat With

Hui Fang,Joycelyn & Eileen

Just Below Top 1 KTV

1st Time BBQ & Steamboat

Yeah...Fruits Are Good For Health!!!
=)

My Hair Like Crazy Woman Sia..
Haas...

Hui Fang's BBQ Egg

OMG Didnt Realise I Ate That Much Lala...
Think Joycelyn Also Play A Part Leh..

Nice Pic!!!

Yeah..E Yummy Half Hard Boiled Egg!!!

This Looks Better

What Kind of Expression Is This..?
Haha

Hardworking Hui Fang BBQ-ing Beef for us!!!

I Love BBQ Prawns!!!

Both Hui Fang Had Diraeah Aft E Steamboat

I had twice & she had 5 times..

Think E Crab Wasnt That Cooked..?

Don't Care...

Next Time Still Want to have

Steamboat & BBQ together!!!

I'll be more careful e next time

&

ensure that e food is cooked before eat

haas..

Chilling Session @ Bishan Park 1 With BFF

2009-11-24T08:21:00.001-08:00

Yeah...

Finally got to Meet Up With My BFF Aft My Exams!!!

We Went to the "Pub" @ Bishan Park 1 Just Behind My House...

Due to the Cold Weather & E Freezing Air-con

We Decided to Order Tea..

Pretty Me & Su Mei!!!
=p

Kind Rily Helping Johanna to Pour The Mango Tea

E Fries They Shared

&

I Didnt Even Eat A Single 1...

So Happy That I Managed to Discipline Myself!!!

Haas...

Jo & Rily Looks As Though They Are At Hm Right..?

This Shows How Comfy E Place Is..

This Pic Is Secretly Taken When They Are Watching the Tv..
Muhahaha

3 Diff Colours of Cup of Tea From E Same Pot..?

We Ordered 1 Pot of Mango Tea & Lychee Tea
Both Refillable...

Each Of Us Only Paid $4+ for 2 cups of tea & a few fries..
Very Cheap Right..?

Next Time We Go To The Other 'Pub' At Bishan Park 1

K Lunch With Rui Fang

2009-11-24T06:01:00.002-08:00

Yeah...

Finally got to meet Rui Fang to sing K Lunch After My Exams!!!

Our Lunch!!!

2009-11-19T09:12:00.000-08:00

Today God Wants Me to Know...

that it's your heart that knows who loves you,

not your ears or eyes.

Listen to the words, and you can be fooled.

Look at the actions, and you can be fooled.

Feel deeply into your heart, and then you will know the truth.

Who makes your heart soar now?

Well, what are you waiting for?

&

My Ans is God!!!

Haas...

=)

I Begin to...

See,Know,Understand More Things

After I Get To Know God Better...

I PROMISE MYSELF TO LOOK FORWARD

&

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST EVERYDAY!!!

=)

T-shirts for Sale...

2009-11-13T01:57:00.000-08:00

These 2 tops are selling at $8
(Wear once only very comfy m size)

Each selling at $10 (All Free Size)

Front
Back

Front

Back

Black & White Version of Mario

2009-10-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!

I Got Credit for my SO Assignment
& MAB Test
Can't Believe I Got Distinction for My MAB Tutorial!!!

I Believe That I Can Get Credit For All My Modules
&
I'll Work Very Hard to Achieve It...

After My Exams
It's Time to Spend Time With My Family!!!
Family Outings Every Sat!!!
Celebrate Jia Ying's Birthday!!!
Go Shopping With My Family!!!
Meet Up With All My Close Friends Whom I Haven Meet for Ages!!!
Want to Look For Internship for HR

Anyway I have been
Missing & Dreaming
of Someone whom I should'nt
these few days..

Hopefully e Law of Attraction Will Come True
&
Everything Will Turn Back & Resume As It Is..

2009-09-20T12:01:00.000-07:00

I THINK THAT I AM IN MY OWN TRANCE THESE 2 MONTHS
HAVEN BEEN UPDATING MY BLOG
AM SICK & TIRED OF BEING AFFECTED BY WHAT OTHERS THINK OF ME...
I JUST WANT TO FOCUS ON ALL THE HAPPY THINGS THAT HAPPEN..
I WANT TO LOOK FORWARD TO EVERYDAY
&
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
&
CHERISH IT'S DAY AS IF IT'S THE LAST...

SERIOUSLY I'M SICK & TIRED OF BEING AFFECTED BY PEOPLE WHOM I SHOULD NOT BE AFFECTED BY...

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY
THINK & LIVE SIMPLY...
;)

DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT MODEL OF THE WORLD SO IT'S NOT EASY TO STEP INTO EVERYONE'S MODEL OF THE WORLD..

HUMANS ARE SO COMPLICATED..
MAKES ME THINK WHO SHOULD I TRUST...
SOME PEOPLE JOKE & SOME EVEN TELL WHITE LIES...

ON THE OTHER HAND...
I'M REALLY APPRECIATIVE FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO CAME FOR MY BIRTHDAY PARTY..
REALLY APPRECIATE THAT...
ESPECIALLY EE YAN WHO CAME ALL THE WAY FROM JURONG...

I JUST WANT BACK THE INNOCENT ME BUT ALSO THE GROWN PART OF ME..
heex...

IS THIS PART OF GROWING UP..?

INTENTION...?

FLEXIBILITY..?

POSITIVENESS..?

SIMPLICITY...?

EFFECTIVENESS..?

COURAGE..?

2009-09-19T11:32:00.000-07:00

2009-07-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

This is the TURNING POINT of my life

IT'S TIME TO BE SERIOUS & SETTLE DOWN

&

NOT KEEP THINKING OF PLAYING & GOING OUT!!!

to

CHANGE FOR THE BETTER

to

DISCIPLINE MYSELF

to

FOCUS

&

to

PRIORITIZE

&

ALSO NOT FORGETTING TO LOVE ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS...

HAAS..

ANYWAY MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!

I'M MORE FOCUS ON MY STUDIES & ASSIGNMENT NOW

THEN PLANNING FOR MY BIRTHDAY...

BUT U CAN ASK ME OUT

TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY IF U WANT

CAUSE I WOULD LOVE TOO...

HAAS..

=P

2009-07-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

Choices Have a Consequences
When Will I Make a Right Choice & When Can I Think more Maturely..?
I've Quit Concil
Have Thought Through Quite A Long Time so Decided to Quit & Concentrate on My Studies..

There i was having e Motivation to Study in the Afternoon & I Did MAB Homework

Humans Are Selfish by Nature & Only Think for Themselves When They Are in Trouble..

When Can i Be Independent..?

2009-06-06T01:44:00.000-07:00

I think it's
REALLY TIME
for me to
KNOCK SOME SENSES
into myself...

I MUST
DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO
AT LEAST PASS ALL MY MODULES
ESPECIALLY MAB..

It's time for me to
GROW UP
&
REALLY TAKE ACTIONS
&
FOCUS WHAT IS THE OUTCOME THAT I WANT TO
ACHIEVE NOW & DATE OF COMPLETION

STOP WANTING TO KEEP HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS
STOP PLAYING A FOOL...
PRIORITIZE THINGS

2009-06-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

2nd Day of IAG Junior Camp!!

Despite being emotional today,

I learn quite a lot of things simultaneously
=)

Tears rolled down my cheeks

when I Heard the Song Hero

Because the Lyrics in the Song

Impacted Quite A Lot On Me...

It took me about 10 minutes before I Really Resume to Normal

I Approached Joel Because

I Just Wanted Him to Anchor Useful Resources For Me..

He Asked Me to Anchor Myself Instead

Initially,

I had Some Trouble Doing It Initially,

Thank God Yu Yuan (Pd) was there

&

i Asked Him to Scold Me So That I Will Be Stronger

In the End,

he talked to me nicely

&

affirm me that it's alright to cry

&

said that he finds no reason to scold me...

Perhaps I Just Need

Someone to Hear Me Out

&

Affirm Positively On What I Did That's All

=)

Thanks Yu Yuan

&

The 2nd Important Thing that Happened Today

Was I Broke Down

When I Did Not Know How to Handle Ryan & Christopher

I Allow Them to Have

The Control When I Asked Them How Did They Feel

About The "Mirror" Thingy

&

Negative Words All Came Out From Their Mouths

Thanks to Ryan The Leader...

&

Again Yu Yuan Stepped In

&

Talked to Them As A Group

Which Made Them Willing to Let Me See

Their Letter To Themselves

However,

Coaches' Goals Were to

Just Ensure That Everyone In The Group Shares Their Letter

Initially,

there were Quite Reluctant

But Eventually Everyone Took Turns to Share

cause I Told Them That All the Other Groups

Have Shared Before Dinner.

So We Have to Share Before We Start Our Dinner

Yeah...

SO DESPITE WITH THE CHALLENGES THAT I FACED

DURING THE SMALL GROUP BREAK OUT,

I ACHIEVED MY OUTCOME

=)

&

I AM VERY PROUD OF IT!!!

SO IN CONCLUSION,

I HAVE LEARNT TO BECOME MORE

FLEXIBLE
FOCUS ON MY OUTCOME
&
IMPROVE MY MEMORY WHEN I STAY CALM
(because i misplaced their test papers
&
backtrack where did i placed them & i found them!!! haas...)

TODAY!!!

&

I BELIEVE THAT

TOMORROW WOULD BE A BETTER DAY

FOR BOTH ME & MY PARTICIPANTS

IN AWESOME EAGLES

AS I WILL HAVE

ALL THE RESOURCES

THAT I NEED TOMORROW!!!

;)

2009-05-28T20:49:00.000-07:00

Cruise I'm Coming!!!
Haas...
Can't Wait to Board the Cruise Later!!!
Haas...
Although it's just like 2 Days Trip
I Would Like to Enjoy To The Fullest!!!
&
I Would Like My Family & Hui Fang to Do the Same Too!!!
I Believe that God Will Bless Our Family & Hui Fang
a Safe Journey on the Cruise
&
May All the People On Board Be Blessed With Good Health...
=)

Okies...
My Definition to be Successful in Life is to:

Be Happy
Live Life to the Fullest
Be Flexible & Adaptable to Any Changes
Have an Open Mind to Everything
Face Challenges Courageously when Met With One...
Be Optimistic About Anything That Comes In Your Way...
Appreciate & Cherish Whatever You Have
Keep Learning Til Death Do Us Part...
Keep Growing to A Better Person
Have Good Relationships With People
Shall Add On If I Got Anything to Add On...haas...

2009-05-28T20:21:00.000-07:00

I Would Like to Thank God For Answering My Prayers
For Giving My So Many Job Opportunities
Despite Economic Downturn...

So..
Agenda For June

1)I'll Be Coaching SuperKids Camp From 1st to 5th June
at AKLTG!!!
(can't wait to coach the kids!!!)
2)Work Fujiflim Roadshow From 9th to 12th June
at Vivo Best Denki!!!
&
I Believe That There's More Work For Me
During The Rest of June!!!
=)

2009-05-27T21:33:00.000-07:00

I'm DEPRIVED OF MONEY TO:
Go Shopping!!!
Sing Karaoke!!!
Watch Movies!!!

ANYONE HURRY CONTACT ME FOR ANY PART TIME JOB FOR A MONTH....

Haas...

2009-05-26T08:40:00.000-07:00

Celebrated Hui Fang's Birthday on 21st by Watching Sunshine & Ate Waraku With For Dinner
=)
Sorry Babe owe u Birthday Present Until I Get My PAy End of This Month
What About My Christmas Present..?
Can I Request For Other Stuffs Instead..?
Haas..

Paid $50 For the Above Agency
Hopefully it's Real if not My Mum Confirm Kill Me..
Haas...

Anyway Really Hope That My Beloved Hui Fang Enjoyed Her Birthday Despite Facing All The Challenges My Dear..
I am Sure We Will Overcome All The Challenges With
Perseverance & Determination Right..?
=)

2009-05-24T22:55:00.000-07:00

AGENDA FOR THIS WEEK

Dinner With Rui Fang tonight!!!
Clarity to Action Tonight
Accompany Hui Fang Collect Passport Tomorrow Afternoon
Tennis With Terence,Tim & Elijah on Wednesday!!!
Virgo Cruise From From Friday Night to Sun Night!!!

Calculated my expenditure for past few weeks
Spend A Lot Despite Not Much Income...
So
I Have To Spend Lesser & Earn More During June!!!

To Do List!!!

Finish Packing My Room Before Going Cruise
Finish Packing My Stuffs for Cruise By Thursday
Get Application Form from Wei Cheng Before Cruise
Finish Reading All Magazines By End of May

Mores Photos to be uploaded Soon Soon Soon
Haas...

2009-05-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

Photos!!!

1st Visit to

Lunar

With My Beloved Darlings...

2009-05-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

Perhaps I'm Just Tired...

Our Quadruplet Buffet is changed to
Orchard Hotel
without me knowing..
i am
quite tired of not being informed of any changes
such as the dates & venue etc...

Perhaps I am just tired..
Perhaps I just need to

get some sleep before every time goes back to normal...

Perhaps I still feel closest to Elaine ba..
despite so many friends that i know..

Sometimes

I Really Feel Very Insecure

Like People Keeping Things From Me Etc...

I also feel not secure for my relationship..

Scared that my expectations for things change,

needs & wants change

my thinking changes...

Sometimes

I Really Understand Why People

Rely On God So Much

Cause He Will Bless U With Love With What U Want In Abundance But We Humans Also Must Work Very Hard On It Ourselves Also...

2009-05-21T20:06:00.000-07:00

Me In My Trance Again...
=p

Suddenly Miss My

Dearest Elaine

so went to take look at her

latest few entries in her blog

which i just browsed through last few weeks...

=p

Sorry My Dear...

Suddenly

Miss U Lots Lots

Cause

Can't Wait For Your Return

to Singapore!!!

Really

MISS

the

WONDERFUL MEMORIES

THAT WE HAD 7 YEARS AGO...

IT'S LIKE AGES AGO

BUT THE MEMORIES

ARE STILL VIVIDLY

IN MY MIND

LIKE A FEW YEARS AGO ONLY...

CAN'T WAIT TO

SING
DANCE
SWIM
SHOP
HANG OUT WITH U!!!

OH MY GOD..

CAN'T WAIT FOR ALL THIS

TO HAPPEN IN ABOUT 3 WEEKS TIME...

Okies...

Enough of Trance...

Really Enjoyed Myself

For the Holidays Until Now...

Went For Events Chalet 2 days Ago...

Celebrated

My Beloved Hui Fang's Birthday

Yesterday!!!

Going to

Watch X-Men With My Family

Tonight!!!

Going For

Cell Group Barbecue

Tonight!!!

Going Sentosa Tomorrow!!!

Cant Wait For

All this to Happen!!!

&

It's Time To Mange My Finance Well Too...

*Look Forward

for Photos to

Be Uploaded Soon...

=)

2009-05-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

Happy 1st Month Anniversary My Dear..

Time Really Flies My Dear..

We Have Been Together For A Month Already

I Really Enjoyed The Times We Spent Together

You Never Failed to Make Me

SMILE

Every Moment We Spent Together...

Being With You Be It Physically Or Auditory On The Phone

Really Brightens Up My Day..

I Truly Enjoy All The Lame Jokes You Share With Me

Which Made Me Laugh Til I Cried..

The Thoughtfulness You Have For Me...

Actions Of Love That You Shown To Me..

Words Of Affirmation That You Always Give Me...

May All The Above Last Til We Grow Old Together...

=)

I Really Thank God For This

WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIP

Haas...

How I Wish My Mother Would Bless This Relationship

&

Share This Happiness With Me...

Lastly,

I Just Want To Thank God For Letting Us Know Each Other...

Thank You God For Blessing This Relationship Of Ours...

&

I Believe That He'll Continue to Bless This Relationship Of Ours

&

Make Us Grow Into A Better Person...

=)

2009-05-15T20:34:00.000-07:00

I'm Considered Officially Employed by my Mother
Be Her Assistant for IT Stuffs & Her Chauffeur
Haas...
Although She Only Pays me $5 For Hour
The Time Is Flexible Means That I Can Still Meet My Friends Up
=)
I Can Get To Go Around S'pore

Actually I Feel a Bit Insecure Cause I am Not Sure Of My Schedule For The Upcoming Week & I Feel So Empty Inside When I Got Nothing Planned In My Diary...

In The Meantime
I Just Want To

LIVE HEALTHILY
EXERCISE REGULARLY
THINK OPTIMISTICALLY & SIMPLY
ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS HAPPILY

Should I
Get a Multi-Card Reader
Cause My Card Reader Cant Read My Photos
&
I Cant Upload My Photos In My Blog...
=(
Is it Worth Buying..?
=)

Anyway...
in 3 more days & it's our 1 month anniversary..
heex..
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME GROW IN THIS RS...
=)
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME BECOME MORE UNDERSTANDING....
ABLE TO 1ST POSITION OTHER PEOPLE MORE OFTEN...
ALL THESE ARE NOT THAT U WANT ME TO CHANGE INTO BUT I WANT TO HAVE ALL THESE CHANGES ACCORDING TO MY OWN ACCORD
=)
&
I REALLY WANT TO CHANGE TO A BETTER PERSON
LEARN TO SEE THINGS FROM A MORE OPTIMISTIC POINT OF VIEW...
LEARN TO THINK THINGS SIMPLY...
&
I HOPE THAT I WILL NOT ADD ON ANY BURDEN TO YOU BY THINKING THINGS TOO COMPLICATEDLY TO SOME EXTEND UNNECESSARILY..
heex...

Lastly,
I Believe That This Is Not Our Honeymoon Period
&
That This Will Continue For The Rest Of Our Rs That We'll Be In

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING DEAR
LOVE YA LOTS!
;)

2009-05-12T21:19:00.000-07:00

Okies...

Photos That I've Taken For The Past 1 Month

Finally Can Upload In My Blog Le

Yeah!!!

=p

Fellowship At Sentosa!!!

Waiting For People Who Are Bathing

=)

Random Shots

;)

Waiting For The Bus

To

Habour Front Hawker

Jac's Farewell Supper At Prata House

1st Event!!

Formal Wear At City Harvest Church

Random Shot At The Lift

Heex...

2009-05-12T21:01:00.000-07:00

Yeah...
Am Having Holidays Now So I'm Looking For

Any

1 & A Half Month

Temp

Part Time

Job

Do Let Me Know

If u Have Any Ya..?

=)

Anyway...
My Goals For The Holidays Are To...

Work As Much As Possible (hopefully i can work on all weekdays)...
Exercise at least Thrice A Week(Swim/Go Gym/Play Badminton)...
Lose 3 kg within This Month...
Spend Time With My Family Every Saturday...
Hang Out With My Friends Whom I Promised To Before My Exams & Spend With Care...

UnSussessful Appeal... =(

2009-05-09T07:51:00.000-07:00

My Appeal For Hmt was Not Successful...
Oh my God...
So I Need to Resubmit
&
Ask For The Doc To Write My Case More Seriously...
If Not I Got To Retake Hmt which I Do Not Want!!!
Please Please Please Help To Pray That My 2nd Appeal Would Be A Successful 1...

Here Comes My Headache Again When I Face A Problem...

2009-05-06T22:43:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I Really Dont understand Why Do People Get Back Poor Results When They Put In So Much Effort...
Why..?
Why..?
Why...?

I Just Found Out That 1 Of Our Hamster Died This Morning
My Mother Thinks That It Dehydrated Due to The Hot Weather...
&
Jie Ying Cried When She Found Out That It Died..
As Expected She Love Animals Much More Than She Loves Us...
Cause She will Never Scream or Shout At Them When They Behave Naughtily But She Will Scream & Shout At Us Easily...
Haiz...
What to Do...
It's Part & Puzzle For A Life to Be Alive & Dead Eventually...'
But I Guess It's Too Sudden For Her I Think...
Do u Think We Can Put A Fan In Front Of The Hamster Cage Directly So That The Other Hamster Will Not Dehydrate to Death Also..?
I Really Got No Idea How Long Can a Hamster Live...

Ok
Back to Myself
I Only Got a Passed For My Marketing Assignment Which We Really Put in A Lot A Lot of Effort of Going To The Showroom, Interviewing The Salesperson
Did Everything That We Do Like What I Did Last Semester & We Still Get A Pass?!?
Haiz...
What The Hell...
Wanted To Get At Least A Credit For Marketing But According to The Group Assignment I Doubt I Can...
Haiz...
I Can Only Pray To God To Please Help Me At Least Pass All My Modules Cause I Really Need To...
Badly...
I am Sick & Tired of Keep Re-Taking Modules...

2009-05-06T22:18:00.000-07:00

Things that i Want to Do

1.Study Real Hard

For

Historical of Management Thought

2.Go Sing K!!!

3.Go Do

Bikini Wax

Next Week!!!

4. Go

Club

Next Wed!!!

(Can't Wait to Dance Sia...)

5. Sing K With Concil Next Tues!!!

6. Have Dinner With Su Mei,Rily & Johanna Tonight!!!

(It's Been a While Ever Since I Meet Them From Last Supper!!!)

7. Buy

Moisturizer

Exfoilculator

&

Toning Cream!!!

8. Jeans material

Hot Pants

&

Skirt

(Those Cute 1...) !!!

2009-05-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

Kind of have Inosomia this Few Days

Perhaps Due to Exams Ba...

Wanted to Upload E Pics

That Were Taken These Few Weeks

But USB Seems to have Problems...

=(

Anyway...

Today MAB paper

was

Much Easier Than Last Semester's Paper

But I Still Find It Quite Hard For Me

Heex...

But Then Again

I Want To Scape Trough If Possible...

*Nods*

Anyway...

I Still Got 2 More Papers to Go

Then Can Work During The Holidays Already...

Yeah..

But Can Only Work For 2 Months...

Hopefully there's job Available for me by starting of May..

Heex...

Anyway...

Yesterday's Church Service Was AWESOME!!!

Pastor Kong Invited Pastor Steve From Chicago...

He Is Quite Old But Still Very ENERGETIC & SHARES HIS

TESTIMONIAL LIKE A DRAMA...

EVERYONE WAS AMAZED BY HIS ACTING SKILLS...

HE CAN ACT A LOT OF PEOPLE AT 1 GO

INSTANTLY

&

VERY REALISTICALLY...

FABULOUS!!!

Thanks Kor

for

Convincing Me to Go

Cause I Did Learn Quite a Lot From e Church Service

I Learn Something Very Wise is to...

REMOVE MYSELF FROM SCANDALON

I CRIED WHEN PASTER STEVE SHARED E TESTIMONIAL

ABOUT FORGIVENESS...

IT'S TRUE THAT I HAVE BEEN TOO HARD ON MYSELF

&

I COULD NOT FORGIVE MYSELF

FOR A LOT OF THINGS THAT I HAD DONE

FOR THIS POINT OF TIME

&

AT THAT MOMENT

WHEN I FORGAVE MYSELF...

I FELT SO

CAREFREE

&

OPENED MYSELF TO GOD EVEN MORE...

*nods*

I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER...

CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES

SO I CAN CHOOSE TO

REMOVE MYSELF FROM E SCANDALON

ONLY IF I CHOOSE TO DO SO...

*nods*

=)

2009-05-02T06:48:00.000-07:00

Thanks for sorting out my thoughts my Dearest Ming Zhen,

I do Agree With You That I

Will Not

Get Distinction For My Modules

Cause

Generally

People Will

Achieve Slightly Lower Than What They

Want to Achieve..

So I Have Already Failed Since I Aim to Pass

So Aiming to Get a Distinction Will Only Allow Me to Get a Credit The

Most

Trust Me

Haas...

Cause I Am Not The Study Type That I Can Stay At Home The Whole

Studying...

I Will

Die

if I Were To Do That

&

I Do Know That

Achieving Something Great

Needs to Put In a Lot of

Time & Effort

&

I Can

Proudly Say That

I Did

Put In My Best Effort

In Studying This

Semester

By Studying 1 Week Beforehand

Which is Much Much Better

Than How I Used to Study A Few Days Ago Before My Exams

Heex...

This Time I Study Until I

Break Down

Consider I Put In My Best Effort

Already...?

Study Until

I Broke Down In Tears

Cause I Had Been Studying Real Hard

Ever Since E Day I Submitted My Last Assignment

&

I Studied

to The Extend

My Brain Is Filled With Too Much Info to The

Extend I Went Brain-Dead...?

Have I Not Study Hard Enough I Asked Myself...?

Perhaps

I Should Really Start My Revision

Ever Since The 1st Day of

Lesson?

Cause my Brain is

Not

As

CLEVER AS PEOPLE...?

Haas...

Different People Have Different Brain I Guess...

Haas...

Anyway...
I am a

Kinestatic Learner

so I Have to Move As I Study & My Notes Has to Be Damn Colourful...

I am Also a

Auditory Learner

so I Remember Better When I DO Self-Talk

Heex...

Anyway...
I JUST WANT TO

ENJOY WHATEVER I AM DOING NOW

THAT'S ALL...

&

CHERISH EVERYTHING

THAT I HAVE NOW

CAUSE I WILL NEVER KNOW

WHAT WILL HAPPEN TOMORROW...

Heex...

HOW I WISH

I CAN THINK

AS SIMPLY AS E PAST

I USED TO BE...

Haas...

2009-04-29T19:26:00.000-07:00

My Results this Sem is Like Shit But I Have Already Done My Best

So I'm Quite Satisfied With All e Results Even For Those I Failed

=)

I Realise That I Cannot Give Myself Too High Expectation For Studies Cause I Am Not The Study Type
So I'll Only Break Down The Harder I Push Myself So I Just Do My Best Can Already...

=)

Okies
My Results for This Semester Are As Below...
I Failed my MAB test as Expected although I'm confident that I can Pass

&

Got Credit For My Tutorial although I Aimed To Get Distinction

As for HRM,
our group assignment got distinction
&
i am very happy although it's only upon 10
&
we really worked very hard for e assignment
&
i got a pass for HMT assignement which i aimed to get distinction...
&
i failed for our group assignement for HMT

Lastly...
I Finally Get to Pass Mp Test
Yeah!!!
But did not get very high marks though
haas..
keke

Actually I got a feeling I might get Credit for HRM & Mp
but
I will most prob fail MAB & HMT...

Actually after much consideration i think i should just stop studying & go work instead...
i cant possibly be failing modules every semester cause it'll be a very heavy burden for my mother for e school fees part
&
on my side
i guess i will be happier if i were to work...
what do u think...?

haiz...
but all my effort that i had put in in e past 2 years would be gone into e drain...
haiz...
really do not know what is e best solution....

2009-04-29T19:15:00.000-07:00

yeah i sort of found e best solution

&

it's we just be close friends now

&

in e meantime we shall concentrate on our studies 1st

*nods*

cause this is e best for us

&

this also allows us to get to know each other better

&

my mother can also know him better too..

*nods*

yup

so this is e Best Solution

we can go out as a group as usual but not only single date

hmm...

so let's see what will happen half a year later?

perhaps we'll find someone better than us..?

perhaps our love would even be stronger..?

who knows..?

we shall see k..?

=)

let this be a test for our rs

=)

it will be yours if it's meant to be yours...

Right...?

=)

2009-04-28T20:17:00.000-07:00

Lot of Things Happen This Week

&

I'm Very Sick & Tired of Everything that Happened This Week

As Expected,
Lots of Things Will Happen Once My Relationship is Known to Everyone...
Perhaps I Made the Wrong Choice to Be Transparent

I Just Want Blessings From My Mother
As Simple as This...
Y Does She Needs At Least Half a Year Before We Can Be Together?

Y is it that my Rs Are Always So Complicated...?

I'm Really Sick & Tired Thinking A Lot About Everything...
With Regards to My Exams I Broke Down
Rs Strongly Objected By My Mother...

GOD PLEASE HELP ME GET OUT OF THE SHIT I'M IN CAUSE I JUST WANT TO CONCENTRATE ON STUDYING FOR MY EXAMS
THANK YOU..

2009-04-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

Today is e 1st Day I Had a Calm & Relax Day so as to Save All my Energy to Start Practicing For MAB tmr

Went to see doc in e morning to get MC
for
Human of Management Thought Paper...

I Pray that They Would Let Me Take E Subpaper But i Wonder When Would it Be...
Hopefully it's after my Marketing Paper but where Can I Know When Will e Subpaper be...?

Went to buy lunch after seeing doctor then ended up sleeping whole afternoon...
I Feel that I've Wasted a Whole Afternoon Sleeping...
Haiz...
But I have No Choice But to Conserve My Energy...

I 1st Time Like 24 Hr Watch Television
Really Waste of Time Sia...
Have e Urge to Study But i Cant...
:(

I HAVE TO

KEEP REMINDING MYSELF

TO RELAX AS I STUDY

CAUSE I STILL GOT

1 & A HALF WEEK TO GO

BEFORE END OF EXAM

&

I PROMISE MYSELF TO

SLEEP AS EARLY

BEFORE MIDNIGHT

AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE

&

ALLOW MYSELF TO

REST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE...

AT SOME POINT OF TIME

I FEEL LIKE

JUST GIVING UP MY STUDIES

&

GO WORK

BUT ON E OTHER HAND

I WANT TO STRIVE HARD

FOR MY MOTHER...

MY SIS

&

MOST IMPORTANTLY

FOR MYSELF!!!

;)

Lastly...
I had a 1o minutes lecture by my mum in e morning
so i guess i better stay at home this sunday morning to be obedience in front of my mother & stay at home these dew days...

Mummy!!!
We'll prove to you that we can be a long lasting couple...
;)

2009-04-26T09:26:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone...
I'm

PROUD

to

ANNOUNCE

that

I'm

OFFICIALLY ATTACHED!!!

Heex..

Not that i want to boast about this

but rather

i am PROUD

to have

such a NICE bf

that i would rather let my friends know

that we are together

instead of underground

cause i FEEL that

ME WANTING

to keep this rs UNDERGROUND

is QUITE UNFAIR FOR HIM

ALTHOUGH he does not mind

ALL HE CARE IS ABOUT HOW I FEEL

&

i Do Believe that what he's doing now will be a long-term thing

&

that whatever changes that we want to & doing our best to change

for the other person would be a permanent 1

Yes I Believe it Will Be...

;)

Anyway lots of things happen these few days

Did 1st paper (hrm) - thought that it would be quite a hard paper but it turned out alright but hopefully they wont moderate e results...
I Broke Down 2 Nights Before e 1st paper
This is e 2nd time i Broke Down in this semester
I Know that This is Quite a Tough Semester for me & that the semesters would be getting harder & harder
So...Instead of giving up,
I would
PRESERVE
&
PUSH ON EVEN HARDER
TO STUDY FOR MY FUTURE
&
I DO BELIEVE THAT
GOD WOULD HELP ME
PULL THROUGH THIS DIFFICULTY
TOO...RIGHT...?
I'm having
TERRIBLE HEADACHE RIGHT NOW
TO E EXTEND I WISH I COULD JUST
CUT OUT MY BRAIN & PUT IT ASIDE...
Therefore, I'm going to Take Medical Certificate for my Human
Management Thought Exam Paper
Some people might think that i am running away from e paper but i
CAN TELL U I AM NOT!!!
E REASON
I WANT TO TAKE MC
IS BECAUSE
I AM NOT VERY PREPARED
FOR E PAPER.
IF I WERE TO TAKE E PAPER
WITHOUT GOOD PREPARATION
TOMORROW,
I WILL VERY MUCH LET DOWN
OF MYSELF CAUSE
I SHOULD BE ABLE TO
DO THE PAPER WELL
IF I HAD ENOUGH PREPARATION
SO...
NO MATTER
WHEN THE RETAKE
OF THE PAPER WOULD BE,
I WANT TO
PREPARE MYSELF TOTALLY
EVEN IF E PAPER
IS GOING TO BE A VERY HARD 1,
I WOULD RATHER
PERFORM AVERAGE
FOR A TOUGH PAPER
THAN FAIL FOR AN EASY PAPER...

Anyway...

I still got MAB on 4th May

&

Mp on 6th May

&

I HAVE TO

SCORE CREDIT FOR MP

BY HOOK OR BY CROOK

As for MAB
I just want to practice

as much as possible this week

&

memorize as much theory as possible

2 days before e paper

&

I got quite a lot of photos to upload these few days

but will only have e time to upload

after exams

so do look forward to c all e pictures

that i will be uploading after 6th may hopefully...

;)

2009-04-21T20:54:00.000-07:00

E Reason

Why I Choose to

Put My Relationship Status in Facebook

as Complicated

Caused I Feel Bad

If I Were To Put My Rs Status As Attached

After Breaking Up With My X For A Month Or So

&

A Lot Of Undesirable Things

Happen Within That 1 Month

&

I Should Say I Have Lost Myself

In That Entirely 1 Month

&

That I Only Got Back To My Usual Self

When I'm With Him Really With Him

He Reminded Me of

How Obedient I Used to Be...

He Reminded Me of

How Thrifty I Used to Be...

Seeing Him is Like

Seeing Myself with regards to

His Personality,Character,His Thoughts & Maturity Level

&

We Do Have 1 Whole List of Things That We Enjoy Doing Together

*nods*

=)

We Can Totally

Communicate Very Well

It's Like

He Knows What I'm Thinking Exactly...

&

I CAN TELL U THAT

HE'S REALLY VERY NICE

TO THE EXTEND THAT

HE'S WILLING TO MAKE

A LOT OF CHANGES IN HIS LIFE

FOR OUR SAKE.

Some people might say that

all this changes could be temporary

cause this period of time

is just the honeymoon period for us

but

Believe Us

E Changes We Are Making Now

Would Be a Permanent Change

For The Rest Of Our Life

Cause

Both Of Us

Are Too Nice To The Extend That

We Would Sacrifice For Each Other

Or Should I Say That

Both Of Us Will Do Anything

Which is Morally Right

In Order For the Other Partner to be

Happy...

OR SHOULD I SAY

WE CARE ABOUT

WHAT E OTHER PERSON IS FEELING

MORE THAN OUR OWN FEELINGS...

*nods*

Is This Call Love...?

I Guess This Is e

1st Time

I Experience This Kind of Things In My Rs...

=)

2009-04-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

Somethings to Confess...

Perhaps i am

Not as Independent

as i thought i am currently...?

Perhaps

i still need a boyfriend...?

Someone to shower his care & concern towards me...?

Someone to

accompany me

to do things together...?

How did i

feel

when i meet up with my

3 Very Close Friends

whom they talks about their bf...

&

we used to go out in quadruplets...?

I am

Not

saying that my next bf will be a

Substitute

for my x but rather

Someone

who is

Really Compatible

with me

&

That

Both of Us

Love Each Other

E Way We Are

&

Able to Complement Each Other

Despite

Our Differences...?

*nods*

Guess i

Just Need

to feel

Love again....

heex...

Some people might think that i am desperate for guys...

Am i...?

Definitely Not...

I

Just Need Someone

whom

i can share my life with...

I know that this kind of things need time...

&

i believe that

i need even more time

to forget about my x...

I

DO NOT

want my

NEXT bf to be a

Rebound for e rs...

&

I Believe that

We R Always

Learning New Things About

People

Everyday...

Regardless of

family members

or even

close friends...

*nods*

=)

2009-04-19T16:42:00.000-07:00

WHAT HAPPENS

WHEN TWO PERSON STARTS TO FALL IN LOVE

FOR THE VERY BEGINNING...?

What happens when 2 persons of

similar characteristics

thinking

&

same way of doing of things

get together...?

What happens when e

differences

between e 2 persons are able

to

make each other

grow into a better person...?

What happens when e

girl turns bad

while the

guy reminded her of

how

obedient

she used to be in e past...?

What will happen in the

future

when they come from

different background...?

What happens if both of them have

different qualifications

& that

she is
Willing To Wait

for him to complete his diploma...?

What if she is

Patient

enough to wait for

him to be financially stable...?

Cause she herself is financially stable...?

What happens when

dumb dumb

is with the

silly girl...?

heex...

What happens when the

Girl

is

Quite Practical

while the

guy

is

Humorous

to a Great Extend...?

What happens when the

girl

is very

Strong in Character

whereas the

Guy

is

Rather Soft & Gentle

but has his Own opinions too...?

What happens when someone who is

Quite Bad Tempered

always be with someone who is

good tempered...?

Will her

Temper

be from

Bad to Better....?

Yes I Believe it Will & it Did

=)

What happens

when 1 starts to

spend over her limit

&

realise that

she is already burning her fingers

&

yet she is continuing

to do e same thing over & over again...?

What happens

if the guy is

quite Thrifty Just Like What She Used To Be...?

Will She

Changed Back To

How She Used to

Handle Money Smartly

in the Past...?

Yes

I Believe

She Will be

As Thrifty as the Past

&

She Will

=)

What happens when the

Guy

is able to

Take In

the

Girl's Opinion

&

is

Very Flexible

to a

Lot of Changes...?

What happens if the

Guy Loves to Cook

&

the

Girl Loves to Eat...?

What

will happen

if

both of them gets together

eventually....?

Will

Their

True Colours Reveal

if

They Were To Get Together...?

Please stay tuned to future posts...

2009-04-15T20:14:00.000-07:00

Went to Japanese Buffet

With

Kor at Cineleisure

so

EXCITED

1st time

step into japanese buffet

at cineleisure somemore with Kor

=p

ordered a lot of food but like eat very little leh...

=p

OUR EATING SESSION

REALLY MAKE ME SORT OUT MY THOUGHTS

UNTIL MY MOOD BECOME SO DOWN

WHEN I REACH HM...

U R RIGHT ABOUT WHAT I POST IN MY BLOG

GUYS MIGHT MISTAKEN

THAT I WANT TO HAVE FUN NOW THAT

I'M SINGLE

BUT I

DO NOT WISH TO BE TOUCHED

BY GUYS DURING DANCING

WHICH IS RIDICULOUS LA...

okies..

i will ONLY DANCE WITH MY BF k...?

then like that i cannot club until i am attached...?

*sobs...*

then like that i will be deprived of what i like to do sia...

=(

never mind la..

as long as it's for my own good & safety...

c i so obedient

listen to u...

Anyway...

before i meet James

someone from California Fitness approached me

since i reached early

&

have some time to spare

so i do not mind taking a tour

&

quite interested to sign up e package

cause it's cheaper than e lessons i used to attend

e only prob is

i need someone who is willing to go

& sign up e package with me student's plan

$99 for processing fees

$68.50 for 1st month

following month

every month $50

so who's interested...?

can let me know asap...?

but i will only most probably sign up

after 5th may

after my exams during my holidays...

just want to

reduce my tummy

&

strengthen my arms

within 6 months..

they also got dance class

such as hip-hop,kickboxing,yoga

sauna & steam bath are also available...

so remember to let me know asap

if u really want to work out....

it's 4 times a wk so it'll be 16 times a month

quite a bit of commitment though..

every time u go only cost $4

very cheap right...?

so what r u waiting for...?

heex..

like helping them to advertise like that...

haas...

2009-04-15T19:51:00.000-07:00

Meet up with Jasmine for SUPPER!!!

2nd time

i drive jasmine out for her dinner for my supper

heex...

some more we go

CHOMP CHOMP sia...

I only

WANT

to eat

HOKKIEN MEE

TOTALLY FORGOT

NEED TO DO

PARALLEL PARKING LA...

THAT'S WHAT

I LIKE ABOUT

DRIVING OUT

WITH PEOPLE

WHO KNOWS

HOW TO DRIVE

THEY CAN 'DO THINGS'

THAT I CANT

SUCH AS PARALLEL PARKING...

heex...

=p

Anyway...

both of us

ate hokkien noodles

but from different stalls

&

a few chicken wings & drumsticks!!!

so long never c her

she become so

pretty & feminine

with her new sweet hairstyle...

think she's going to

KILL

me when she c this blog sia...

but i know

u wont

cause

u r very nice right..?

haas...

=p

Sweet Jasmine...

Ugly me without make up...

=p

PLEASE DO NOT

KILL ME FOR THIS PHOTO

CAUSE U R

SERIOUSLY VERY CUTE

IN THIS PIC!!!

2009-04-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

SiLLy

me waiting for your sms now

although i am sure that

u r in your la la land right now...

=)

Do i have e

RiGhT to

MiSS u...?

guess i do not have e right to miss u

so i shall stop missing u

&

focus on studying my hrm instead

=)

JuSt WaNt tO TeLL u i FeeL FoR u

& ThAT u WiLL KnOw WHaT i MeAn SoOn i HoPe...

=)

On e OtHeR HaNd

i aM aLsO VeRy AfRiAd

ThAT i aM NoT aS GoOd aS u ThInK i Am...

i'M JuSt AFRaiD oF

HuRtiNg u

&

dO NoT WaNt tO HuRt u iN aNy WaYs...

aM ReaLLy GLaD tO GeT tO KnOw SuCh a FriENd LiKe u

sO

HuMoUrOuS

EnTeRtAiNiNg

ChARiStMaTiC

NiCe

UnDeRsTaNdINg

&

my

TeMpEr

is

ImProViNg

cause of your influence

& that

i am able to understand

from my mother's point of view in a shorter time...

=)

However...

I GuEsS i aM

NoT tHaT CoMpAtibLe tO u bA...

i'M SuRe ThErE WiLL B GiRLs OuT ThErE

wHo iS MuCh NiCeR ThAn mE

&

WiLL TrEAT u EvEn BeTtEr tHaN mE...

sO i JuSt HoPe ThAT

u WiLL b aBLe tO FiNd

YoUr DrEaM GiRL

WhEN e TiMe iS RiGHt...

*nods*

2009-04-12T19:29:00.000-07:00

aft cooling down i sort of understand what is my mother thinking...
she just wants me to find a bf whom is mature enough to take really good care of me & help me plan my future for me...

BuT what i

ReaLly WaNt

is

SoMeOnE wHo

EnJoYs DoiNg

a LoT oF ThInGs WiTh mE

such as SiNgInG,DaNciNg,pLaYiNg SpoRtS

SoMeOnE wHo CaN MaKe mE

HaPPy

SoMeOnE wHo CaN MaKeS mE

LaUgH tO TeArS

HaAs...

SoMeOnE wHo

WiLL

ShOw a LoT oF

CaRe & CoNCeRn

EsPeCiaLLy WhEn

i'M DoWN...

=)

SoMeOnE wHo

ThInkS FoR mE...

SoMeOnE wHo CaN

ThInk JuSt LiKe mE...

SoMeOnE wHo

CaReS NoT OnLy

ABoUt HiMsElF

BuT aLsO mE

&

HiS FriEnDs

=)

SoMeOnE wHo iS

MaTuRe

tO ThInk FoR His fUtUrE

&

HaV HiGhEr ExPeCtATiOn FoR HiMsELf...

SoMeOnE wHo iS

aMbiTiOuS

&

MoVe iN e DiReCtiOn oF HiS GoALS...

SoMeOnE wHo iS

FlExibLe

ENoUgH tO LiStEn tO mY PoInT oF ViEw

&

dO WhAt i TeAch HiM VeRy QuiCKly...

SoMeOnE wHo iS

GeNtLe

tO e ExTeNd

ThAt hE CaN EnDuRe mY WiLdFuLNeSs...

=p

SoMeOnE wHo iS

ChArIsMaTiC...

SoMeOnE wHo

TaLks GeNtLy

even when he does not have enough sleep or when he's angry...

SoMeOnE wHo DoEs ThInGs

sLoW & StEaDY

&

StiL AchiEvEs VeRy GooD ReSuLTs EvEntuaLLy

SOMEONE

WHO LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM

&

NOT ASKING ME TO

CHANGE TO SOMEONE

WHOM I AM NOT

&

THAT HE IS

WILLING TO GROW

WITH ME IN E RS...

=)

pls let me know if all r u everything that i've said above...
haas...

2009-04-12T18:59:00.000-07:00

wa lau...
very angry with mummy la!!!
she's DaMn IrriTaTiNg la...
KeEp BeiNg a WeT bLaNkEt!!!

KeEp CaLLiNg mE WhEn i WaS SiNgiNg LaSt NiGht then SaY mY StAnDaR sO LoW NoW...
KaNaSaI

WhO I lIkE Or WhaT Is NoT hEr Bf Or WhaT...
wHAt If sHe LiKeS HiM BuT i FeeL VeRy ToRtuEd BeiNg WiTH HIm...?
ThEN WhaT'S e PoInT...?
WhaT i ReaLly WaNt iS tO bE
HAPPY!!!
as simple as this...

PARENTS REALLY THINK DIFFERENTLY FROM CHILDREN...

2009-04-12T02:21:00.000-07:00

pLaY BaDmInToN

&

WeNt PaRtY WorLd

booked multi-purpose court at 9am
but started playing at 930
cause we had supper until 2am e night before
heex...

ended up playing with other people
caused they lied to the security guard
that she booked the court online
until 1015am
when another person said
she booked e court at 10am online..
sO...
NeXt TiMe

i will book e court from

9am to 11am JuSt iN CaSe...

AnYwAy aFtEr ThAt

wE WeNt j8

tO HaVe LuNcH WiTh JoYceLyN & mY MoThEr

CaUsE JiA YinG & JiE YiNg

WeNt tO Ah Yi'S HouSe...

wE aTe ChiCKeN RiCe

hE aTe RoaStEd & WhiTe ChiCkeN aT e SaMe TiMe...

sO SpEciAL...

mY MuM & SiS aTe PrAwN NoOdLe

wE StuDiEd E wHoLe AfTnOoN

UnTiL hE ToOk a ShoRt NaP...

HaAs...

&

wE HaV DiNnEr

&

WeNt PaRtY WorLd aFt ThAt...

=)

HiS VoiCe DaMn NiCe La...

ThiNk ThiS iS e 1sT TiMe

i SiNg UnTiL sO HaPpY

FoR 4 HrS FuLLy...

wE HaVe

a LoT oF CoMmOn SoNgS

SoMeTiMeS

hE WiLL b E BaCkGroUnD MuSiC

WhEn i'M SiNgiNg...

HeEx..

sO FuNnY...

HaAs...

ThiS iS

e 1sT TiMe i SuNg aS a GiRL

FoR aLL e DuEt SoNgS

HaAs..

sO ProUd oF MySeLf!!!

HeEx...

&

iT's aLsO e 1sT TiMe

i ReaLiSe e TrUe MeaNiNgs

oF e LyRiCs iN e DuEt SoNgS...

=)

okies...
that's all for today
tata
;)

2009-04-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

BrOuGhT mY 2 YoUnGeR SiS

tO EaStEr CeLeBrAtiOn aT ExPo

SuRpRiSiNgLy

JiE YiNg RaiSeD HeR HaNd

to AdMiT ThAT ShE iS a SiNnEr

&

NeEd tO TuRn FroM HeR SiNs (RePeNtEnCe)

ShE OnLy WeNt tO ChUrCh SeRviCe

FoR e 1sT TiMe

&

ShE'S sO OpEn tO SuCh ThInGs

MoRe OpEn ThAn mE SiA...

I AsKeD hEr iF

ShE WaNtEd tO gO

iN FroNt oF e StAge

BuT sHe KePt ReJeCtiNg

UnTiL WhEn i AsKeD hEr e 3rD TiMe

&

ThAT i'LL aCc HeR iN FrOnt

sHe ThEn AgReE tO gO iN FroNt

&

aLsO CaLLeD JiA YiNg aLoNg

i GuEsS JiA YiNg iS tOo YoUnG

tO UnDeRsTaNd WhAt iS GOiNg oN...

HaAs..

ANyWaY

VeRy HaPPy ThAT

ThEy AtTeNdEd EaStEr CeLeBrAtiOn SmOoThLy

&

ThEy EnjOyEd

ExCEpT For e LaSt PaRt WhiCh ThEy FiNd a BiT bLoOdY...

=)

&

ThEy aLsO GoT QuiTe a LoT oF GiFtS hM ToO...

*NoDs*

2009-04-10T18:11:00.000-07:00

WeNt tO BuTtErFaCtOrY tO cLub WiTH CoNciL PpL oN FrI!!!
STaRtiNG QuiTe NiCe BuT iN e EnD e SoNgS nOt VeRy NiCe...
AnyHoW MiX...
I PrEfEr R & b SonGs..
=(
but anyway it's e CoMpANiON that matters...

2009-04-10T01:08:00.000-07:00

AtTeNdEd JeRoMe'S BaNd CoMpEiTiOn
aT a ChuRcH aT KoVaN
tO SuPpOrT HiM!!!

It'S a BiT PiTy ThAT
HiS BaNd GoT 3rD
InStEaD oF 1sT CaUsE ThaT's WhaT HiS BaNd AiM tO GeT BuT...
HoW CaN BaNdS
bE CoMpEtInG WiTh DaNcE iN a CoMpEtiTiOn...?

nO MatTeR
HoW GooD e BaNd iS
ThEy aLsO CaNnOt MaKe e AuDiEnCe
aS HiGh aS HiP HoP & MoDeRn DaNcE WhaT..

sO i FeeL ThAT E CoMpEtiTIoN iS a QuiTe UnFaiR...

BuT AnyWaY...

aLL e JuDgEs CoMMeNtEd ThAt
JeRoMe'S BaNd
iMpRoVeD TrEmEdoUsLy
CoMpARe tO
DuRiNg AuDiTIoN
&
JeRoMe'S VoiCe WaS

AWESOME!!!

;)

I ReaLLy

AdMiRe JeRoMe

FoR HiS

COuRaGe

& WouLd LiKe tO bE LiKe HiM
SiNgiNg oN StAGE
a FeW YeArS DoWn e RoaD...?
=)

2009-04-09T18:13:00.000-07:00

Went to
pS ArCaDe
after seeing e chinese phyisican yesterday
enjoyed myself with tim
haas..
everything was quite last min.

FrOm...

he SuPPoSe to
ACcOmPaNy mE tO ChI DoC
to mummy & friends last min going to c chi doc

HoW CaN i PoSsibLy AsK HiM NoT tO gO
aft knowing they r also going right..?
like so bad like that...

Then aft seeing doc,
i intended to go hm
cause i ToTaLLy FoRgEt TmR iS a
PuBLiC HoLiDaY sO hE iS NoT WoRkiNg.
nO WoNdEr hE WiLLiNg tO aCc mE SeE DoC
WhEn hE OnLy sLePt FoR a FeW HoUrS FoR e PaSt 2 NiGhTs

AmAziNgLy,
his TeMpEr is StiLL VeRy GoOd...
CaN u pLs TeAcH mE HoW tO AcHiEvE THiS...?
HaAs...
but he said that
even if he needs to work e very next day
he'll still accompany to c e chi doc =)

anyway
while we were talking before leaving e 'clinic',
he hinted
there is a bus to bugis from here
but i did not get his hint =p (ps)

then after seeing e doc
i even say that i am going hm
even when he ask me what i am doing aft that.
(really very paiseh heex..)

only when we were walking out to the car then
i ReaLiSe that he's not working tomorrow
&
only when my mother's friend ask me
he like that accompany a while also happy
then they ask me
why dont I go out with him
since I got nth to do at hm
then i ReaLiSe iT
heex...ps
i very bLuR de...
=p heex...

yA...
so ToNiGhT WaS e MoSt LaSt MiN NiGhT ThAT HaPPenEd iN mY LiFe.
haas...
=p

2009-04-08T22:41:00.000-07:00

YeAh...
wE WeNt tO WaTcH
FaSt & FuRIoUs 4
aT SuNtEc EnG WaH
OrGaNiSeD bY RmIt-sC
of CouRsE MuSt SuPpOrT La...
haas...

ok back to e movie
it was a
NiCe MoViE
with aLL e AcTioN PaCk StUfSs
ThAt MaDe mE
LeAn ForWaRd AwAy FrOm mY SeAt
& StOpPeD mE FroM EatiNg mY NaChOs...
=p

C HoW ExCiTiNg e SHoW WaS tO e ExTeNd...
HaAs..

AnYwAy...
e MoViE wAs ReaLly a VeRy NiCe 1
&
HuI FaNg & i WeRe SiTTiNg
RiGHt aT e CORnEr aT e LaSt RoW
sO i WaS DaMn COmFoRtaBLe tO e ExTeNd
i CroSsEd mY LeGs,
dO aNyThInG tO mY LeG
aLso NoBoDy WiLL C...
SuMoRe GoT pLuG
ThEn mY hP nO BaTt
ThEn i gOt BriNg ChaRgEr
ThEn ChaRgE a wHilE LoR...
=P

hEeX...
fROm E mOvie I LeArN ThaT...

LoVe iS SaCriFiCInG

iT's GooD tO LeaRn tO LeT gO oFf oF tHinGs CaUse SoMeThiNgs HaPPeN FoR a ReAsoN & BeiNg FoRgIviNg iS e BeSt THiNg u CaN dO tO ReTuRN a FaVOuR FoR WhAt YoUr LoVe OnEs HaD aLrEaDy DoNe FoR u...

aLwAyS ReMeBeR ThAT ThInGs aLwAyS HaPPeN FoR a ReAsOn...
sO

nO MatTeR wHat HaPpeNs
B iT HaPPy oR SaD,
TaKe iT tO PriDe
& SeE WhaT iS e BeSt ReSPoNsE
u CaN ReACt tO
sO ThAt nO OnE WiLL bE
AfFeCtEd bY WhAt u R GOiNg tO dO...
*nods*

(i find myself sharing too much about values
to e extend that i find myself a bit weird...
anyway...)

ya
so that's all for e day..
tata...
;)

2009-04-08T19:58:00.000-07:00

I am

VeRy PrOuD

of

MySeLf

that i

MaKe DeCiSiOnS

BaSeD on

my ThInKiNg

rather than

my FeELiNgS

YeAh

&

I BeLiEVe that

I CaN

MaKe

MoRe

DeCiSioNs

in the

FuTuRe

BaSeD

oN

my ThiNkING

rather than on

my FeELiNgS

&

i WiLL!!

ThAt'S

RiGhT!!!

;)

K BoX aT CiNe =)

2009-04-07T04:14:00.000-07:00

YeAh...i WeNt HaPpY K WiTh HuI yI,XiN Yi,HuI QI
&
GaRciA (ps forgot how to spell your name. heex...)

I EnJoYeD mYseLf tO e MaX CaUse ThEiR CHoiCeS oF SoNgS ToTaLLy SaMe aS MiNe ExCePt FoR 1 oR 2 SoNgS...
InTeReStInG RiGhT...?
HaAs...
BuT FoR XiN yI & I aLL e SoNgS ThAt i PiCkEd wE SiNg ToGeThEr & SaMe GoEs tO HeR SoNgS ToO...
HaAs...
Ya...
& NoT tO FoRgEt OuR CaM-HoRiNg SeSsioNs...
HaAs...
ReaLLy EnJoYeD aLL oF mY TiMe SpEnT SiNgiNg WiTh TheM EsPeCiaLly XiN Yi...
HaAs...
ShE DoEs a LoT oF aCtiOnS aS sHe TaLks JuSt LiKe mE...
=p

BaDmiNToN MaTcH aT cC oPpOsiTe ChC =)

2009-04-06T16:28:00.000-07:00

Pics that we took at opp chc
i very ugly but nvm la..
haas...