♥ Gossip Girl ♥

♥ Wednesday, June 30, 2010 ♥

New outcomes for July

1. Understand all lectures

2. Fill TR1 with positive energy

3. Accompany my mother to her appointment for @ least 20 hrs/week

I

FOCUS ON MY OUTCOME,

TAKE ACTION,

TAKE RESPONSIBILITY

&

ACT COURAGEOUSLY

in order to reach all the outcomes mentioned above.

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:54 AM

♥ Sunday, June 27, 2010 ♥

Many thoughts on my mind now.

1. Fear of W32 Mod 1 to coach

&

play a part of TR1 team.

Now that I fear of inadequacy to be as coach in W32 Mod 1

&

TR1 team,

I will have FAITH in myself

& do my best!!

EMPTY my mind.

Have an OPEN mind.

FOCUS on my outcome.

Be COURAGEOUS.

I will break this pattern in my life!!

I would like to thank God for

1. his LOVE

I love him whole-heartedly

&

love people fervently.

2. for FLEXIBILITY

3. the SACRIFICES that I had made

4. for the FAITH.

Believing, seeking out all things are possible.

Dreams are achieved.

Successes are to be celebrated.

5. VISION

touching the next generation

6. LOVE FOR THE LOST.

7. LOVE FOR HIS HOUSE

lifelong relationships through our lives.

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

6:48 AM

♥ Saturday, June 26, 2010 ♥

Watched 3 movies within 2 days

1. Toy Story 3

2. Karate Kid

3. Ip Man

Toy Story taught me to cherish kinship, be intelligent in order to survive.

Karate Kid taught me to

1. Be courageous (act in spite of fear)

2. Empty my cup

3. Focus

4. Persevere in spite of pain

5. Be ethical

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

3:28 AM

♥ Friday, June 25, 2010 ♥

Nothing is easy in life.

We have to fight to have good things.

We can only be physically strong when we eat healthily

&

exercise regularly.

We can only be mentally strong when we perserve

&

overcome all our setbacks in life,

they are just part

&

puzzle of life where everyone will go through.

We can only be emotionally strong when we believe that we are

emotionally independent.

That's nothing wrong with being lonely...

Only when we are physically, mentally

&

emtionally strong then we can take really good care of our family

members by loving & accepting who they are..

only then we can extend our love to our close friends...

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

6:02 PM

♥ Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ♥

I believe that we can still grow as individual being friends.

In this way,

we would be more ready to be in a relationship

which our parents will have faith in.

I believe we CAN DO IT!!!

We must have faith in ourselves just like God has faith in us..

I'm sure we will take this time to achieve what we really want before we

share our lives.

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

4:48 PM

♥ Saturday, June 19, 2010 ♥

Being together with u allows me to

1. Focus on my priorities

2. Think, speak & behave more maturely

3. Be Happier

4. Exercise more to be healtier

5. Able to be more discipline

6. Appreciate more of everything that I already have

especially myself

& u!!!

7. Be more courageous & confident in

the decision that I have already made

8. Be more flexible

9. Be more patience to enjoy the process slowly..

10. Be more obedient to my mother.

Thank you dear for everything that u have taught me

&

am teaching me

&

will be teaching me...

U are my role model for almost everything...

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

6:59 PM

♥ ♥

Since I took the courage to be with u,

I must take responsibility, persevere

&

be committed to our relationship.

I promise to go through all the thick

&

thin

with u so that both of us can be a better

&

happier couple as we become increasingly mentally,physically

&

emotionally strong when we are together.

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

9:09 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 15, 2010 ♥

Started the day fine

followed by less torturous

compare to yesterday

cause total termination is 55

lesser then yesterday...

so Thank God I manage to left a little by 1215pm

&

can go for lunch earlier

then the day before which was 1pm

& I was starving...

Aft lunch I continued to finish it.

After calling 2 customers,

there are still termination cases..

then key until about 67 then brain dead..

Luckily Tiara said during lunch that

I can email her then

she'll replace Sharon's position...

haa...

Anyway

I was super stressed to the extend that

I thought of smoking..

Think this is e 3rd time

I thought of smoking

but of course I never did

&

will never do it!

So I must think of many ways to destress instead...

Did not know what to do so decided to msg Dear..

Thank Goodness we met today..

:)

God is really testing my perseverance...

&

I'll prove to him that

I am determined to excel

in whatever trials he give upon me..

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:27 AM

♥ Monday, June 14, 2010 ♥

Started the day not so good..

Continued the day not that good either...

But I will definitely end my day happily...

Cause deep down I know that I have again stretched myself

&

had an extremely fruitful day!

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

5:15 AM

♥ Friday, June 11, 2010 ♥

Yeah!!!

After not seeing Alvin for a week cause he went Korea..

I finally got to meet him later!!!

Really looking forward to see him later!!!

Would be watching movie with him in the afternoon!!!

Then have teppenyaki with

Alvin,Sm,Rily & WH for dinner before heading home!!!

Am thinking what should I wear later!!

Feel like wearing nice nice

&

wear contact lense!!!

Would be having ramen for lunch with Ah Yi too!!

&

My JFT is to be good tempered

&

I am

&

I will be even more good-tempered then before...

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

5:07 PM

♥ Thursday, June 10, 2010 ♥

Who can understand what I'm thinking?

Why I do certain things..?

I doubt anyone will be able to read my mind..

haa..

I used to be such a simple minded girl until...

I become an oxymoron...

I have the ability to see everything on both sides

&

can see,think

&

even feel extremes...

:)

The fact that I can only means that

I can control my emotions so easily

&

so comfortably..

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

9:53 PM

♥ ♥

I'm Smart cause I thought of..

Acc-ing mummy when school starts

by her paying me basic salary

&

as a form of allowance.

So the more time I spent with her

or

be her chaffeur means that I'll get more salary

&

I earn the amount of time & effort I've put in

Kill 3 birds in 1 stone.

Anyway

I need to be more aware of

what I said & do cause

people who knows me are watching..

Last last night I had a nightmare about him

&

he called my mother

&

said that he wanted to be an insurance agent..

so random & sudden...

Anyway

last night I ask my mother

if get to know Alvin more half a year later

if he's good to me can we be together

then she said it all depends on me..

but I'm just afraid history will repeat itself..

Honeymoon period would be

the sweetest period then

once after that everything would go back to normal..

humans are really unpredictable...

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

5:31 PM

♥ ♥

I'm proud of myself for being so

Filial

Positive

Mature

Discipline

Patient with my mother's nagging

Knowing my priorities

Influencing positively to people who knows me..

Courageous to face my challenges

Take action in spite of fears..

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

5:22 AM

♥ Wednesday, June 9, 2010 ♥

I am positively patient...

When things don't work the way I want them to

I need to change strategy..

No use getting angry over it cause I'll grow old fast..

haa...

Relax & think through

how can the outcome be achieved in a diff way...?

I've grown up.

Focusing on my priorities.

Enjoy the process

as God already planned out everything for us...

&

courage is to act in spite of fears..

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

6:32 PM

♥ Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ♥

$3k/month @ the age of 25.

$5k/month @ the age of 30.

$10k/month @ the age of 35.

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

6:57 PM

♥ ♥

Schedule for now

1. Have dinner @ hm at least twice a week during the weekdays.

2. Attend Alvin's cg on Tues/Wed.

3. Attend my own cg on Fri.

4. Attend church svc on Sun.

5. Spend quality time with my family/Alvin on alternate Sat.

6. If Sat go out with Alvin, Sun night have dinner at home.

That's all..

tata

;)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

4:57 PM

♥ ♥

My personal from today onwards is to let go,

forgive & forget

all the unhappy events that happened in the past

especially those who are close to me..

I do know that

this journey would be quite challenging for me

but

I believe that

I will be able to overcome it

&

reach my final goal so easily

&

so comfortably..

Because I know that deep down inside me

I'm a very forgiving person

&

that letting go of the unhappy past,

forgiving the person would only

benefit us now & in the future..

It's just a matter of time..

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

4:24 PM

♥ ♥

Handle my own challenges well before I probe about others.

Pioritize & take action on what should be done 1st.

Good time management.

Eat, Sleep & Live Well.

Realise that me always hanging out with my friends are just distractions in my life.

Now is the time to face the truth.

The fact that I'm the eldest in the family means that I am responsible to share my mother's burden in educating, looking after my sis,helping out in finances
&
most importantly is to listen to what mummy says
&
make her happy..

I will talk to her softly,nice & gently even when she raises her voice @ me cause she went through 9 months of pain to give birth to me.
This is only a small action that I can do to be filial to her..

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

1:46 AM

♥ Monday, June 7, 2010 ♥

Will be acc-ing mummy to

Hot Park tmr from 3pm - 8pm.

My flu will recover these few days

because I know that

deep down inside me

I feel that I am

physically,mentally & emotionally strong..

I'll know my time-table on 10 June!!

:)

I want to buy make-up brush

&

Hush Puppy covered shoes to wear to work..

Most importantly I want an Iphone for my birthday!!

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

6:53 PM

♥ ♥

Am really glad that there are always a lot of

ups & down in diff stages of my life..

Now mummy is sick,

doc suspect Joycelyn might contract H1N1

thus boss allow me to take 1 week off.

Treat it as a holiday for us?

Really spend time with my mother.

Can relax as much as I can

Bottom line

all of us MUST be

physically,

mentally

&

emotionally

strong.

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

4:50 AM

♥ Thursday, June 3, 2010 ♥

It's been ages ever since I have blogged..
Had an wonderful awesome experience of POE Mod 2
&
will do my best to FOMO
&
decided to be single..

What Rily say is very true..
My rs is going in vicious cycles..
wants to break up after getting attached then want to get attached when i'm too stressed studying..
so what is the best solution...?

Anyway the reason why i broke up with Alvin is because both of us should concentrate on our piorities 1st.
For eg,
I should focus on my studies
&
he should focus on working now.

It really hurts me badly to break up with him..
it's like bleeding in my heart but what can i do..?

It's for our own good..
both our mothers already advised us to start with friends slowly
&
get to know each other longer before we get together then i'm always the stubborn 1 who does'nt listen...

When will I start to listen to people who meant well for me...?

Anyway we are still friends so we can still meet up with our friends just no holding of hands etc..

Anyway he's going Korea tonight so i shall be independent for a week..

:)

Treat it as a test for our friendship..

Anyway today i kana complain by colleagues sitting beside me because i was too noisy.
I do agree with them.
They could just tell me to shout up rather than complaining to Chermaine, Zhong Yue then to my boss..
Actually they did nothing wrong..
They doing this will only make me more focus on my work
&
behave more maturely cause i'm always very loud,
disturbing the people around me
&
i'll learn to be softer...
:)

From tmr onwards i'll be all alone @ my desk
&
I'll just keep quiet
&
finish my work before going hm cause i want to earn $1k so that i can convince mummy to go 7th path
:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

7:52 AM