♥ Gossip Girl ♥

♥ Thursday, April 29, 2010 ♥

I feel that

God

has always been blessing me

from the moment I was born,

it's just that I am unaware of that.

The Blessings he had for me ever since I was born..

I am blessed me to be born in Singapore.

2. I am blessed me to be born in such a good family.

3. I also have an

awesome aunty & uncle

whom i also

love a lot

cause they are just like my Godparents.
4. I am blessed to have such a nice, caring and open-minded mother.

5. I am blessed to have such a nice father although i only spent 19 years with him..

I will always remember all the good memories i have with him..
:)

6. I blessed to get into Beatty Sec School, the 3rd choice of sec school i myself want to go into.

7. I am blessed to be able to graduate from

Ngee Ann Poly

with a Diploma in Early Childhood

cause i love kids.

8. I am blessed to able to be

study Bachelor of Business Management in SIM

despite the high school fees..

I feel that I

should

return the amount of school fees

that my mother had helped me pay

for my school fees

when i step into the working society...

Therefore my I

want

to earn

at least

$3k for the

first job

i want to work as.

9. Now, I am blessed to know Alvin through Xiu Yin,

a very nice guy

&

we have a lot of similarities to the max

from a kinesthetic person,

our hobbies,

our values,

even our personality are very similar to a large extend

and

something he has

&

I do not have as much as him is

patience..

I feel that I'm

really blessed

by God to have all the wonderful things that no one can have as many

good things that I can in life..

&

I

believe

that God will continue to bless me

to have greater things in life

&

He would

want me

to keep growing into someone

who have the

power

to create

miracles

with a

sincere

heart..

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:23 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 27, 2010 ♥

Yeah..
wrote a booklet & 3/4 pages for LM paper
hopefully can get distinction if cannot get HD
hopefully can get 35/50

Today head quite heavy
so tmr then start HRD
study for 2 days then start OT

Yeah..
i might have a data entry job @ Raffles Place
$6.50/hr
work form 830am to 6pm
they looking for 2 people to work for 2 months
hopefully me & hf will be able to shortlisted together
i will pray to God everyday

Yeah..
going to watch Hunter Island with Mummy tmr

Think Sat i will go Reyes birthday party @ e club
heex..

yeah..after exams work then got money..
can't wait to enjoy lots lots after exams!!!

go East Coast Park (ECP) to chill,
go singing,
meet up with friends etc..
:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

4:57 AM

♥ Saturday, April 24, 2010 ♥

Guess I need to think,do things maturely from now on..

1. I am independent.

2. I am financial independent.

3. I will be graduating from RMIT in 1 year time.

4. I will go NIE after i graduate from RMIT.

5. I will teach for 2 years in pri sch aft i graduate from NIE.

6. I will lead a good life.

7. I make mummy happy.

8. I share mummy's burden to look after the family.

9. I am a good girl & listens to what mummy say.

10. I will learn how to cook what i love to eat.

11. I will be more & more patient.

12. I will be more & more forgiving.

13. I will do well in my studies.

14. I have good memory.

15. I love myself,

my family members,

God,

my close friends

and him

more than anything else on earth.

;)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

9:44 AM

♥ Friday, April 23, 2010 ♥

I'm back to the
STUPID me when it comes to guy..
Waited half an hour for him then he just took the cargo lift & went to meet his friend cause his friend rides bike cause they are suppose to meet up for biz stuffs.

Feels like the stupidest woman on earth.
Rily, SM & HF already ask me to focus on my studies before getting a bf & here i am desperate for guy's attention..
Will i die if i don't have a bf..?
Absolutely not!!
I've been SINGLE for half a year & enjoying singlehood.
ya i might feel jealous when people talk about bfs etc or i see couples hanky panky.
HACK IT la.
Just want to LOVE MYSELF & BE MORE PATIENCE WITH MY FAMILY MEMBERS
Enjoy what i like to do, sing,club,swim,run,spend time with friends, cg, church service etc.

He already keep asking me not to meet him yet i am the STUBBORN 1 who keeps wanting to meet him so
DESERVE IT.

EVERYTIME I WANT TO MSG A GUY.
THINK THRICE.
DO I WANT TO FALL INTO THE TRAP AGAIN..?
OF COURSE NOT!!
So what should i do?
FOCUS ON WHAT I SHOULD!!
FOCUS PREPARING FOR MY EXAMS!!
FOCUS ON DOING THE THINGS I LIKE TO DO!!
FOCUS ON SPENDING TIME WITH FAMILY MEMBERS!!
FOCUS ON SPENDING TIME WITH CLOSE FRIENDS!!
FOCUS ON MY OWN LIFE!!
FOCUS ON GETTING DISTINCTIONS FOR MY MODULES!!
PRAY TO GOD WHEN I RUN OUT OF STRENGTH.
FOCUS SPENDING TIME WITH MY CG!!
FOCUS ON GOING CHURCH SERVICE!!!

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:47 AM

♥ Wednesday, April 21, 2010 ♥

I got a

feeling

he

might be the one for me..

cause i am

willing to sacrifice

to club lesser so as to spend more time with him...

He is

working very hard

towards his goal by

doing his best to come out with ideas

for his setting up of a business

then in turn i should

really work 100x harder

to achieve my academic goals..

:)

I thought of all these

myself

when he

did not reply my message

nor answer my call these few days.

Rather then being angry with him

i put myself in his stand..

:)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:02 PM

♥ Saturday, April 10, 2010 ♥

"Fortune Telling"

by

Ling Ling's bf

1.I'm FULL of ENERGY!!(hyperactive)

2. I'm kinestatic learner

3. LIKES TO FEEL GOOD

4. HAVE INTUITION (haha)

5. I can CHOREOGRAPH a dance. (interesting)

6. I'm a GOOD ACTRESS (*laughs*)

7.I WANT to be a "SUPERSTAR" (*shy*)

8. I'm SELF-DESTRUCTIVE & AM MOVING SELF-CLEARANCE. :)

9. I CAN BE A MANAGER IN THE FUTURE (interesting)

10. I'm an EFFICIENT & EFFECTIVE LEADER

11. I CHOOSE TO PUT ON A MASK IN FRONT OF PEOPLE
WHOM I'M NOT CLOSE TO
&
BRING UPON TO PEOPLE WHOM ARE CLOSE TO ME..

(oops. not really healthy so i shall improve on this..heex..)

12. PREFER

to

LIVE IN FRONT OF OPEN AIR LIKE BEACH

cause like

PRIVACY (heex)

13. EXTREMELY FIRM ON MY VIEWS UNLESS I'M CONVINCED :)

14. MS Q (heex..will ask lotsa questions until i get e ans)

CHOOSE TO
LISTEN & BELIEVE
WHAT IS GOOD FOR MYSELF
HAHA

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

5:46 AM

♥ Tuesday, April 6, 2010 ♥

Priorities

Get Distinction for All Modules for All Assignments & Exams
Graduate from RMIT in May 2011
Attend Coach Training
Spend Quality Time With Family
Meet up with close friends!!
ENJOY LIFE!!!

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:29 AM

♥ Monday, April 5, 2010 ♥

Feel so SHIOK after ACKNOWLEDGING My FEARS
haha

Afraid that i cannot live life to e fullest
Afraid that i cannot be a best daughter
Afraid that i cannot be the best sister
Afraid that i cannot be a best friend
Afraid that i cannot do well in my studies
Afraid that i won't graduate in 1 year's time
Afraid that i won't find a good job after i graduate
Afraid that i won't lead a good life when i start working
Afraid that my mother will leave me anytime
Afraid to lose my love ones anytime
Afraid of cockcoraches
MOST IMPORTANTLY AM AFRAID THAT CANNOT OVERCOME ALL E FEARS INSIDE ME..

NOW THAT I HAVE ACKNOWLEDGE MY FEARS
I HAVE THE POWER TO

HAVE ONLY POSITIVE THOUGHTS
RELAX
BE COURAGEOUS
BE PATIENCE ESPECIALLY WITH MYSELF
FORGIVE MYSELF
OVERCOME WHAT I CAN OVERCOME :)

CONCLUSION
HAVE FAITH & BELIEVE THAT I HAVE ALL THE RESOURCES THAT I NEED

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:40 AM