♥ Gossip Girl ♥

♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ♥

My Results this Sem is Like Shit But I Have Already Done My Best

So I'm Quite Satisfied With All e Results Even For Those I Failed

=)

I Realise That I Cannot Give Myself Too High Expectation For Studies Cause I Am Not The Study Type
So I'll Only Break Down The Harder I Push Myself So I Just Do My Best Can Already...

=)

Okies
My Results for This Semester Are As Below...
I Failed my MAB test as Expected although I'm confident that I can Pass

&

Got Credit For My Tutorial although I Aimed To Get Distinction

As for HRM,
our group assignment got distinction
&
i am very happy although it's only upon 10
&
we really worked very hard for e assignment
&
i got a pass for HMT assignement which i aimed to get distinction...
&
i failed for our group assignement for HMT

Lastly...
I Finally Get to Pass Mp Test
Yeah!!!
But did not get very high marks though
haas..
keke

Actually I got a feeling I might get Credit for HRM & Mp
but
I will most prob fail MAB & HMT...

Actually after much consideration i think i should just stop studying & go work instead...
i cant possibly be failing modules every semester cause it'll be a very heavy burden for my mother for e school fees part
&
on my side
i guess i will be happier if i were to work...
what do u think...?

haiz...
but all my effort that i had put in in e past 2 years would be gone into e drain...
haiz...
really do not know what is e best solution....

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

7:26 PM

♥ ♥

yeah i sort of found e best solution

&

it's we just be close friends now

&

in e meantime we shall concentrate on our studies 1st

*nods*

cause this is e best for us

&

this also allows us to get to know each other better

&

my mother can also know him better too..

*nods*

yup

so this is e Best Solution

we can go out as a group as usual but not only single date

hmm...

so let's see what will happen half a year later?

perhaps we'll find someone better than us..?

perhaps our love would even be stronger..?

who knows..?

we shall see k..?

=)

let this be a test for our rs

=)

it will be yours if it's meant to be yours...

Right...?

=)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

7:15 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ♥

Lot of Things Happen This Week

&

I'm Very Sick & Tired of Everything that Happened This Week

As Expected,
Lots of Things Will Happen Once My Relationship is Known to Everyone...
Perhaps I Made the Wrong Choice to Be Transparent

I Just Want Blessings From My Mother
As Simple as This...
Y Does She Needs At Least Half a Year Before We Can Be Together?

Y is it that my Rs Are Always So Complicated...?

I'm Really Sick & Tired Thinking A Lot About Everything...
With Regards to My Exams I Broke Down
Rs Strongly Objected By My Mother...

GOD PLEASE HELP ME GET OUT OF THE SHIT I'M IN CAUSE I JUST WANT TO CONCENTRATE ON STUDYING FOR MY EXAMS
THANK YOU..

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:17 PM

♥ Monday, April 27, 2009 ♥

Today is e 1st Day I Had a Calm & Relax Day so as to Save All my Energy to Start Practicing For MAB tmr

Went to see doc in e morning to get MC
for
Human of Management Thought Paper...

I Pray that They Would Let Me Take E Subpaper But i Wonder When Would it Be...
Hopefully it's after my Marketing Paper but where Can I Know When Will e Subpaper be...?

Went to buy lunch after seeing doctor then ended up sleeping whole afternoon...
I Feel that I've Wasted a Whole Afternoon Sleeping...
Haiz...
But I have No Choice But to Conserve My Energy...

I 1st Time Like 24 Hr Watch Television
Really Waste of Time Sia...
Have e Urge to Study But i Cant...
:(

I HAVE TO

KEEP REMINDING MYSELF

TO RELAX AS I STUDY

CAUSE I STILL GOT

1 & A HALF WEEK TO GO

BEFORE END OF EXAM

&

I PROMISE MYSELF TO

SLEEP AS EARLY

BEFORE MIDNIGHT

AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE

&

ALLOW MYSELF TO

REST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE...

AT SOME POINT OF TIME

I FEEL LIKE

JUST GIVING UP MY STUDIES

&

GO WORK

BUT ON E OTHER HAND

I WANT TO STRIVE HARD

FOR MY MOTHER...

MY SIS

&

MOST IMPORTANTLY

FOR MYSELF!!!

;)

Lastly...
I had a 1o minutes lecture by my mum in e morning
so i guess i better stay at home this sunday morning to be obedience in front of my mother & stay at home these dew days...

Mummy!!!
We'll prove to you that we can be a long lasting couple...
;)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

6:23 AM

♥ Sunday, April 26, 2009 ♥

Hello everyone...
I'm

PROUD

to

ANNOUNCE

that

I'm

OFFICIALLY ATTACHED!!!

Heex..

Not that i want to boast about this

but rather

i am PROUD

to have

such a NICE bf

that i would rather let my friends know

that we are together

instead of underground

cause i FEEL that

ME WANTING

to keep this rs UNDERGROUND

is QUITE UNFAIR FOR HIM

ALTHOUGH he does not mind

ALL HE CARE IS ABOUT HOW I FEEL

&

i Do Believe that what he's doing now will be a long-term thing

&

that whatever changes that we want to & doing our best to change

for the other person would be a permanent 1

Yes I Believe it Will Be...

;)

Anyway lots of things happen these few days

Did 1st paper (hrm) - thought that it would be quite a hard paper but it turned out alright but hopefully they wont moderate e results...
I Broke Down 2 Nights Before e 1st paper
This is e 2nd time i Broke Down in this semester
I Know that This is Quite a Tough Semester for me & that the semesters would be getting harder & harder
So...Instead of giving up,
I would
PRESERVE
&
PUSH ON EVEN HARDER
TO STUDY FOR MY FUTURE
&
I DO BELIEVE THAT
GOD WOULD HELP ME
PULL THROUGH THIS DIFFICULTY
TOO...RIGHT...?
I'm having
TERRIBLE HEADACHE RIGHT NOW
TO E EXTEND I WISH I COULD JUST
CUT OUT MY BRAIN & PUT IT ASIDE...
Therefore, I'm going to Take Medical Certificate for my Human
Management Thought Exam Paper
Some people might think that i am running away from e paper but i
CAN TELL U I AM NOT!!!
E REASON
I WANT TO TAKE MC
IS BECAUSE
I AM NOT VERY PREPARED
FOR E PAPER.
IF I WERE TO TAKE E PAPER
WITHOUT GOOD PREPARATION
TOMORROW,
I WILL VERY MUCH LET DOWN
OF MYSELF CAUSE
I SHOULD BE ABLE TO
DO THE PAPER WELL
IF I HAD ENOUGH PREPARATION
SO...
NO MATTER
WHEN THE RETAKE
OF THE PAPER WOULD BE,
I WANT TO
PREPARE MYSELF TOTALLY
EVEN IF E PAPER
IS GOING TO BE A VERY HARD 1,
I WOULD RATHER
PERFORM AVERAGE
FOR A TOUGH PAPER
THAN FAIL FOR AN EASY PAPER...

Anyway...

I still got MAB on 4th May

&

Mp on 6th May

&

I HAVE TO

SCORE CREDIT FOR MP

BY HOOK OR BY CROOK

As for MAB
I just want to practice

as much as possible this week

&

memorize as much theory as possible

2 days before e paper

&

I got quite a lot of photos to upload these few days

but will only have e time to upload

after exams

so do look forward to c all e pictures

that i will be uploading after 6th may hopefully...

;)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

9:26 AM

♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ♥

E Reason

Why I Choose to

Put My Relationship Status in Facebook

as Complicated

Caused I Feel Bad

If I Were To Put My Rs Status As Attached

After Breaking Up With My X For A Month Or So

&

A Lot Of Undesirable Things

Happen Within That 1 Month

&

I Should Say I Have Lost Myself

In That Entirely 1 Month

&

That I Only Got Back To My Usual Self

When I'm With Him Really With Him

He Reminded Me of

How Obedient I Used to Be...

He Reminded Me of

How Thrifty I Used to Be...

Seeing Him is Like

Seeing Myself with regards to

His Personality,Character,His Thoughts & Maturity Level

&

We Do Have 1 Whole List of Things That We Enjoy Doing Together

*nods*

=)

We Can Totally

Communicate Very Well

It's Like

He Knows What I'm Thinking Exactly...

&

I CAN TELL U THAT

HE'S REALLY VERY NICE

TO THE EXTEND THAT

HE'S WILLING TO MAKE

A LOT OF CHANGES IN HIS LIFE

FOR OUR SAKE.

Some people might say that

all this changes could be temporary

cause this period of time

is just the honeymoon period for us

but

Believe Us

E Changes We Are Making Now

Would Be a Permanent Change

For The Rest Of Our Life

Cause

Both Of Us

Are Too Nice To The Extend That

We Would Sacrifice For Each Other

Or Should I Say That

Both Of Us Will Do Anything

Which is Morally Right

In Order For the Other Partner to be

Happy...

OR SHOULD I SAY

WE CARE ABOUT

WHAT E OTHER PERSON IS FEELING

MORE THAN OUR OWN FEELINGS...

*nods*

Is This Call Love...?

I Guess This Is e

1st Time

I Experience This Kind of Things In My Rs...

=)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:54 PM

♥ Monday, April 20, 2009 ♥

Somethings to Confess...

Perhaps i am

Not as Independent

as i thought i am currently...?

Perhaps

i still need a boyfriend...?

Someone to shower his care & concern towards me...?

Someone to

accompany me

to do things together...?

How did i

feel

when i meet up with my

3 Very Close Friends

whom they talks about their bf...

&

we used to go out in quadruplets...?

I am

Not

saying that my next bf will be a

Substitute

for my x but rather

Someone

who is

Really Compatible

with me

&

That

Both of Us

Love Each Other

E Way We Are

&

Able to Complement Each Other

Despite

Our Differences...?

*nods*

Guess i

Just Need

to feel

Love again....

heex...

Some people might think that i am desperate for guys...

Am i...?

Definitely Not...

I

Just Need Someone

whom

i can share my life with...

I know that this kind of things need time...

&

i believe that

i need even more time

to forget about my x...

I

DO NOT

want my

NEXT bf to be a

Rebound for e rs...

&

I Believe that

We R Always

Learning New Things About

People

Everyday...

Regardless of

family members

or even

close friends...

*nods*

=)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:21 AM

♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009 ♥

WHAT HAPPENS

WHEN TWO PERSON STARTS TO FALL IN LOVE

FOR THE VERY BEGINNING...?

What happens when 2 persons of

similar characteristics

thinking

&

same way of doing of things

get together...?

What happens when e

differences

between e 2 persons are able

to

make each other

grow into a better person...?

What happens when e

girl turns bad

while the

guy reminded her of

how

obedient

she used to be in e past...?

What will happen in the

future

when they come from

different background...?

What happens if both of them have

different qualifications

& that

she is
Willing To Wait

for him to complete his diploma...?

What if she is

Patient

enough to wait for

him to be financially stable...?

Cause she herself is financially stable...?

What happens when

dumb dumb

is with the

silly girl...?

heex...

What happens when the

Girl

is

Quite Practical

while the

guy

is

Humorous

to a Great Extend...?

What happens when the

girl

is very

Strong in Character

whereas the

Guy

is

Rather Soft & Gentle

but has his Own opinions too...?

What happens when someone who is

Quite Bad Tempered

always be with someone who is

good tempered...?

Will her

Temper

be from

Bad to Better....?

Yes I Believe it Will & it Did

=)

What happens

when 1 starts to

spend over her limit

&

realise that

she is already burning her fingers

&

yet she is continuing

to do e same thing over & over again...?

What happens

if the guy is

quite Thrifty Just Like What She Used To Be...?

Will She

Changed Back To

How She Used to

Handle Money Smartly

in the Past...?

Yes

I Believe

She Will be

As Thrifty as the Past

&

She Will

=)

What happens when the

Guy

is able to

Take In

the

Girl's Opinion

&

is

Very Flexible

to a

Lot of Changes...?

What happens if the

Guy Loves to Cook

&

the

Girl Loves to Eat...?

What

will happen

if

both of them gets together

eventually....?

Will

Their

True Colours Reveal

if

They Were To Get Together...?

Please stay tuned to future posts...

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

4:42 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 15, 2009 ♥

Went to Japanese Buffet

With

Kor at Cineleisure

so

EXCITED

1st time

step into japanese buffet

at cineleisure somemore with Kor

=p

ordered a lot of food but like eat very little leh...

=p

OUR EATING SESSION

REALLY MAKE ME SORT OUT MY THOUGHTS

UNTIL MY MOOD BECOME SO DOWN

WHEN I REACH HM...

U R RIGHT ABOUT WHAT I POST IN MY BLOG

GUYS MIGHT MISTAKEN

THAT I WANT TO HAVE FUN NOW THAT

I'M SINGLE

BUT I

DO NOT WISH TO BE TOUCHED

BY GUYS DURING DANCING

WHICH IS RIDICULOUS LA...

okies..

i will ONLY DANCE WITH MY BF k...?

then like that i cannot club until i am attached...?

*sobs...*

then like that i will be deprived of what i like to do sia...

=(

never mind la..

as long as it's for my own good & safety...

c i so obedient

listen to u...

Anyway...

before i meet James

someone from California Fitness approached me

since i reached early

&

have some time to spare

so i do not mind taking a tour

&

quite interested to sign up e package

cause it's cheaper than e lessons i used to attend

e only prob is

i need someone who is willing to go

& sign up e package with me student's plan

$99 for processing fees

$68.50 for 1st month

following month

every month $50

so who's interested...?

can let me know asap...?

but i will only most probably sign up

after 5th may

after my exams during my holidays...

just want to

reduce my tummy

&

strengthen my arms

within 6 months..

they also got dance class

such as hip-hop,kickboxing,yoga

sauna & steam bath are also available...

so remember to let me know asap

if u really want to work out....

it's 4 times a wk so it'll be 16 times a month

quite a bit of commitment though..

every time u go only cost $4

very cheap right...?

so what r u waiting for...?

heex..

like helping them to advertise like that...

haas...

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:14 PM

♥ ♥

Meet up with Jasmine for SUPPER!!!

2nd time

i drive jasmine out for her dinner for my supper

heex...

some more we go

CHOMP CHOMP sia...

I only

WANT

to eat

HOKKIEN MEE

TOTALLY FORGOT

NEED TO DO

PARALLEL PARKING LA...

THAT'S WHAT

I LIKE ABOUT

DRIVING OUT

WITH PEOPLE

WHO KNOWS

HOW TO DRIVE

THEY CAN 'DO THINGS'

THAT I CANT

SUCH AS PARALLEL PARKING...

heex...

=p

Anyway...

both of us

ate hokkien noodles

but from different stalls

&

a few chicken wings & drumsticks!!!

so long never c her

she become so

pretty & feminine

with her new sweet hairstyle...

think she's going to

KILL

me when she c this blog sia...

but i know

u wont

cause

u r very nice right..?

haas...

=p

Sweet Jasmine...

Ugly me without make up...

=p

PLEASE DO NOT

KILL ME FOR THIS PHOTO

CAUSE U R

SERIOUSLY VERY CUTE

IN THIS PIC!!!

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

7:51 PM

♥ Monday, April 13, 2009 ♥

SiLLy

me waiting for your sms now

although i am sure that

u r in your la la land right now...

=)

Do i have e

RiGhT to

MiSS u...?

guess i do not have e right to miss u

so i shall stop missing u

&

focus on studying my hrm instead

=)

JuSt WaNt tO TeLL u i FeeL FoR u

& ThAT u WiLL KnOw WHaT i MeAn SoOn i HoPe...

=)

On e OtHeR HaNd

i aM aLsO VeRy AfRiAd

ThAT i aM NoT aS GoOd aS u ThInK i Am...

i'M JuSt AFRaiD oF

HuRtiNg u

&

dO NoT WaNt tO HuRt u iN aNy WaYs...

aM ReaLLy GLaD tO GeT tO KnOw SuCh a FriENd LiKe u

sO

HuMoUrOuS

EnTeRtAiNiNg

ChARiStMaTiC

NiCe

UnDeRsTaNdINg

&

my

TeMpEr

is

ImProViNg

cause of your influence

& that

i am able to understand

from my mother's point of view in a shorter time...

=)

However...

I GuEsS i aM

NoT tHaT CoMpAtibLe tO u bA...

i'M SuRe ThErE WiLL B GiRLs OuT ThErE

wHo iS MuCh NiCeR ThAn mE

&

WiLL TrEAT u EvEn BeTtEr tHaN mE...

sO i JuSt HoPe ThAT

u WiLL b aBLe tO FiNd

YoUr DrEaM GiRL

WhEN e TiMe iS RiGHt...

*nods*

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

8:20 AM

♥ Sunday, April 12, 2009 ♥

aft cooling down i sort of understand what is my mother thinking...
she just wants me to find a bf whom is mature enough to take really good care of me & help me plan my future for me...

BuT what i

ReaLly WaNt

is

SoMeOnE wHo

EnJoYs DoiNg

a LoT oF ThInGs WiTh mE

such as SiNgInG,DaNciNg,pLaYiNg SpoRtS

SoMeOnE wHo CaN MaKe mE

HaPPy

SoMeOnE wHo CaN MaKeS mE

LaUgH tO TeArS

HaAs...

SoMeOnE wHo

WiLL

ShOw a LoT oF

CaRe & CoNCeRn

EsPeCiaLLy WhEn

i'M DoWN...

=)

SoMeOnE wHo

ThInkS FoR mE...

SoMeOnE wHo CaN

ThInk JuSt LiKe mE...

SoMeOnE wHo

CaReS NoT OnLy

ABoUt HiMsElF

BuT aLsO mE

&

HiS FriEnDs

=)

SoMeOnE wHo iS

MaTuRe

tO ThInk FoR His fUtUrE

&

HaV HiGhEr ExPeCtATiOn FoR HiMsELf...

SoMeOnE wHo iS

aMbiTiOuS

&

MoVe iN e DiReCtiOn oF HiS GoALS...

SoMeOnE wHo iS

FlExibLe

ENoUgH tO LiStEn tO mY PoInT oF ViEw

&

dO WhAt i TeAch HiM VeRy QuiCKly...

SoMeOnE wHo iS

GeNtLe

tO e ExTeNd

ThAt hE CaN EnDuRe mY WiLdFuLNeSs...

=p

SoMeOnE wHo iS

ChArIsMaTiC...

SoMeOnE wHo

TaLks GeNtLy

even when he does not have enough sleep or when he's angry...

SoMeOnE wHo DoEs ThInGs

sLoW & StEaDY

&

StiL AchiEvEs VeRy GooD ReSuLTs EvEntuaLLy

SOMEONE

WHO LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM

&

NOT ASKING ME TO

CHANGE TO SOMEONE

WHOM I AM NOT

&

THAT HE IS

WILLING TO GROW

WITH ME IN E RS...

=)

pls let me know if all r u everything that i've said above...
haas...

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7:29 PM

♥ ♥

wa lau...
very angry with mummy la!!!
she's DaMn IrriTaTiNg la...
KeEp BeiNg a WeT bLaNkEt!!!

KeEp CaLLiNg mE WhEn i WaS SiNgiNg LaSt NiGht then SaY mY StAnDaR sO LoW NoW...
KaNaSaI

WhO I lIkE Or WhaT Is NoT hEr Bf Or WhaT...
wHAt If sHe LiKeS HiM BuT i FeeL VeRy ToRtuEd BeiNg WiTH HIm...?
ThEN WhaT'S e PoInT...?
WhaT i ReaLly WaNt iS tO bE
HAPPY!!!
as simple as this...

PARENTS REALLY THINK DIFFERENTLY FROM CHILDREN...

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6:59 PM

♥ ♥

pLaY BaDmInToN

&

WeNt PaRtY WorLd

booked multi-purpose court at 9am
but started playing at 930
cause we had supper until 2am e night before
heex...

ended up playing with other people
caused they lied to the security guard
that she booked the court online
until 1015am
when another person said
she booked e court at 10am online..
sO...
NeXt TiMe

i will book e court from

9am to 11am JuSt iN CaSe...

AnYwAy aFtEr ThAt

wE WeNt j8

tO HaVe LuNcH WiTh JoYceLyN & mY MoThEr

CaUsE JiA YinG & JiE YiNg

WeNt tO Ah Yi'S HouSe...

wE aTe ChiCKeN RiCe

hE aTe RoaStEd & WhiTe ChiCkeN aT e SaMe TiMe...

sO SpEciAL...

mY MuM & SiS aTe PrAwN NoOdLe

wE StuDiEd E wHoLe AfTnOoN

UnTiL hE ToOk a ShoRt NaP...

HaAs...

&

wE HaV DiNnEr

&

WeNt PaRtY WorLd aFt ThAt...

=)

HiS VoiCe DaMn NiCe La...

ThiNk ThiS iS e 1sT TiMe

i SiNg UnTiL sO HaPpY

FoR 4 HrS FuLLy...

wE HaVe

a LoT oF CoMmOn SoNgS

SoMeTiMeS

hE WiLL b E BaCkGroUnD MuSiC

WhEn i'M SiNgiNg...

HeEx..

sO FuNnY...

HaAs...

ThiS iS

e 1sT TiMe i SuNg aS a GiRL

FoR aLL e DuEt SoNgS

HaAs..

sO ProUd oF MySeLf!!!

HeEx...

&

iT's aLsO e 1sT TiMe

i ReaLiSe e TrUe MeaNiNgs

oF e LyRiCs iN e DuEt SoNgS...

=)

okies...
that's all for today
tata
;)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

2:21 AM

♥ Saturday, April 11, 2009 ♥

BrOuGhT mY 2 YoUnGeR SiS

tO EaStEr CeLeBrAtiOn aT ExPo

SuRpRiSiNgLy

JiE YiNg RaiSeD HeR HaNd

to AdMiT ThAT ShE iS a SiNnEr

&

NeEd tO TuRn FroM HeR SiNs (RePeNtEnCe)

ShE OnLy WeNt tO ChUrCh SeRviCe

FoR e 1sT TiMe

&

ShE'S sO OpEn tO SuCh ThInGs

MoRe OpEn ThAn mE SiA...

I AsKeD hEr iF

ShE WaNtEd tO gO

iN FroNt oF e StAge

BuT sHe KePt ReJeCtiNg

UnTiL WhEn i AsKeD hEr e 3rD TiMe

&

ThAT i'LL aCc HeR iN FrOnt

sHe ThEn AgReE tO gO iN FroNt

&

aLsO CaLLeD JiA YiNg aLoNg

i GuEsS JiA YiNg iS tOo YoUnG

tO UnDeRsTaNd WhAt iS GOiNg oN...

HaAs..

ANyWaY

VeRy HaPPy ThAT

ThEy AtTeNdEd EaStEr CeLeBrAtiOn SmOoThLy

&

ThEy EnjOyEd

ExCEpT For e LaSt PaRt WhiCh ThEy FiNd a BiT bLoOdY...

=)

&

ThEy aLsO GoT QuiTe a LoT oF GiFtS hM ToO...

*NoDs*

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D

11:59 PM