♥ Saturday, March 28, 2009 ♥
I GuEsS i'Ve FiNaLLy GrOwN uP aFtER aLL ThE ChALLeNGeS ThAT i'Ve MeT WiTh & i'M PrOuD tO TeLL u ThAT i'Ve MaNaGeD tO OvErCoMe iT
YeAh!!!
i'M FiNaLLy EmoTioNaLLy FrEe AgAiN...
YeAh...
I GuEsS e OnLy WaY tO bE EmOtiONaL FrEE iS tO
LoVe MyseLf MuCh MoRe ThAn BeFoRe bY AckNoWLeDiNg mY FeeLiNgS,NeEdS & WaNtS
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SiMuLtAnEouSLy,
i WiLL BeGiN tO LoVe mY FaMiLy MoRe
& EvEn mY cLsE FriEnDs
YeS i WiLL
sO i'LL SpENd MuCh MoRe TiMe DoiNg ThiNgs ThAt i LoVe tO dO mYsELf & WiTh e PeopLe wHo LoVeS tO dO e SaMe ThiNgs aS mE...
ThiS IncLuDes mY BeLoVeD SiS
NoW i FiNaLLy KnoW y ShUn JiAn WaNtS mE tO bE a LeVeL uP tO b a FaThEr RoLe aT HoMe...
CaUse OnLy i CaN UnDeRsTaNd mY SiS aS a ChiLd...
OnLy i'M e 1sT tO gO ThROuGh EvErYthIng BeFoRe ThEY DoEs
sO WhATeVeR ShIt ThInGs ThAt HaPpEnS iN mY LiFe
i WouLd FOrBiT ThEm tO dO sO
i WouLd ConVeY ThEm e MeSsAge i WaNt tO SeNd aCroSs tO ThEm bY SeeiNg ThEir PoINt oF ViEw & aT e SaMe TiMe LeTtiNg ThEm KnOw mY PoINt oF ViEw...
I WOULD PROTECT THEM WITH ALL E BEST OF MY ABILITY FROM ALL THE DANGERS THEY MIGHT BE FACING REGARDLESS OF ANYTHING
BE IT SCHOOL OR PERSONAL STUFFS
I WANT TO THEM TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME TO THE EXTEND THAT THEY WOULD TELL ME THEIR DARKEST SECRETS...
EVEN IF THEY DO NOT
I WOULD WANT THEM TO SHARE WITH ME THEIR CHALLENGES IF THEY WERE TO MEET ANY SO THAT I WOULD BE THE ONE WHO WALKED THROUGH ALL E PATHS THAT THEY ARE GOING THROUGH,WILL BE WALKING THROUGH OR ALREADY WALKED THROUGH...
IN JESUS NAME
AMEN...
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1st,i would like to convey a msg to my friends who are not christian
me going to church service doesnt mean that i am a christian...
i JuSt EnJoY GoiNg...
& i WiLL NoT bE SoMeOnE wHo PrEaCheS oR ForCe AnyOnE tO gO CHuRCH SeRviCe WiTh mE
LeT mE KnOw iF i SOuNd LiKe i'M PreAChInG CaUSe i HaTe PrEaChiNg.
i JuST WaNt tO SeNd e MeSsAge AcRoSs bY CoNVeYiNg e VaLuEs i WaNt tO SeNd AcRoSs
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yeah
lastly, i'm VeRy AppReCiaTiVe FoR e ConCeRns mY FriENds HaVe FoR mE SuCh as RILY,SM & HF
I DO KNOW THAT U ALL WANT TO HAVE THE BEST OUT OF ME JUST LIKE WHAT MY MOTHER & AH YI WANTS OUT OF ME
BUT...
PLS CONVEY TO ME E MESSAGE U WANT TO SEND ACROSS BY PUTTING YOURSELF IN MY SHOES FIRST SO THAT I CAN PUT MYSELF IN YOUR SHOES TO THINK.
E ONLY WAY TO PERSUADE PEOPLE TO THINK LIKE U IS TO THINK LIKE THEM
AGREE...?
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LAST BUT NOT E LEAST I WOULD WANT TO HAVE A LIFE TIME PARTNER ONLY WHEN I'M FINANCIALLY STABLE
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3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
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