♥ Thursday, March 19, 2009 ♥
i feel sO EmO AgN...
y is it that i feel so eMoTiOnaL AgAiN?
i ToLd mYsELf ThAT i WaNt tO bE EmOtiOnaLLy StROnG & iNdEpEnDenT BuT DoEs mY ACtiOns ShOWs ThAT?
I KeEp SayInG ThAT i'M StReSs BuT wHo iS nOt? ExCuSe mE~
wE r LiViNg iN S'PoRe,
a FaSt PaCe LiFe-StYLe,
i think u will DiE if u dO NoT FeEL ChaLLenGeD...
i KnOw HoW tO SaY mY FrIeNds BuT i'M JuSt LiKe mY FriEndS
i KnoW & ThAT i SaY BuT M i DOiNg iT...?
I KeEp SaYiNg BuT nOt DOiNg...
ThEn?
ExCuSeS...
u R aLwAYs GiViNg YoUrSeLf ExCuSeS tO ChANGe & ThAt u SaY ThAT u R StUbBoRn
iT's iN-bOrn iN u...
RiGhT...
EvEryOnE sAy iT's HaRd tO ChAnGe a LeOpArd'S SPoTs...
AcTuALLy iF u WaNt tO ChANGe iT's VeRy EaSy iT's JuSt ThAT u WaNt tO ChaNge AnOt...
iT's YoUr ChoiCe...
u HaVe e PoWeR tO ChOoSe
WhaT u CHooSe iS WhaT u GeT
WhAT u ThiNk iS WHaT u GeT
u fLoW in e DiReCtiOn oF YoUr ThOuGhts
u ThiNk BIg u BeCoMe BIG
u ThINk SmaLL u BeCOmE SmaLL
u ThInk oF PoSITiVe u BeCOmE PoSITiVe
u ThiNk oF NeGatiVe u BeCOmE NeGaTiVe
u ThInk oF HaTe u BeCoMe HaTeFUL
u ThINk oF LoVe u BeCOmE LoVeAbLe...
u R WhaT u ThInk oF
E mE i SeE iS e mE i WiLL bE...
I FiNaLLy UnDeRsTanD e MeANinG oF thIs EMPoWEriNg PaRa
Y DiD i TaKe sO LoNg tO UnDeRsTaNd...?
WhEn WiLL BEcOmE MoRe MaTUre?
5 YeArs DOwN e RoAD...?
WhEn dO u KnOw HoW tO ThInk aS aN aDuLt...?
WhEn CaN u 1sT PoSITiOn YoUr MoThEr?
OnLy WheN u BeCOmE a MoThEr YoUrsELf...?
WaStiNg aLL e EfForTs ThAT mY MuM DiD FOR mE...?
EvEryThIng ThAT sHe SaRcriFiCeS For mE...?
dO u WaNt tO ApPrEciAte HeR OnLy WhEn She'S nOt AroUnd oR ThAT sHe CAn'T bE bY YoUr SiDe...?
sHe NeEd mE tO ThInk LiKe HeR sO ThAT i CaN b a GooD RoLe-MoDeL FoR mY SiS
HoW CaN sHe bE ReLaX WhEN ShE FeELs ThAT i'M sTiLL a KiD...?
HoW CaN shE TruSt mE tO TeAcH mY SiS?
HandLe ThEM CoRrEcTLy....?
I GOT TOO MUCH TO WRITE BUT I'LL STOP HERE CAUSE I FEEL LIKE DRAINING MYSELF WHEN I'M ALREADY SO DRAINED BY MY ASSIGNMENTS...
GUESS I CHOOSE TO STAY POSITIVE NO MATTER WHAT....
=)
THAT'S RIGHT!!!
3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
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