actually I kind of agree with Xue Fen that what I say in my blog is quite hurtful.
i am sorry if i hurt anyone anyway....
guess i have already reached my threshold & that i have changed?
actually i realised that i have been suppressing everything since we were together & that i did my best to learn to forget but i realise i am not that forgiving enough...?
not as forgiving as ming zhen.
haas...
guess some parts are me r really growing stronger & stronger...
e good parts r confidence & independency
but i guess e strong part & dominooring part of me should tone down cause it will benefit people who r close to me...
=)

frankly speaking
@ some point of time i feel like smoking...
not once, twice but a few times & i KnOw that i CaNnOt & WOuLd NoT cause i dO NoT WaNt tO LeT mY MoThEr & mY cLsE FrEnZ DoWN sO i'LL HaV SeLf-COnTroL nO MAtTeR WhAt
=)
cause i realise actually a lot of my friends smoke....

for a second,
i wanted to TaTtOo & that i still wants to tatoo but my mum confirm dont allow so i cfm wont tatoo cause i dont want to let her down.

nO WoRriEs MuMmy
nO MaTtEr WhAT i dO
u WiLL & WiLL aLwYs bE e 1sT PeRsoN i ThInK oF...
=)
SoRrY if i UpSeT u UmPtEEn TiMeS
i dont mean it but i really find u NaGgY sometimes.
heex....

yeah...
anyway...IT fair is OvEr & NoW iS AsSIgnMenT TImE.
gota finish HmT tonight cause due tmr.
Next is Mp due NeXt WeD
FoLLoWeD bY HrM due in starting of ApRiL
=)

yeah..
i believe i can finish everything smoothly & relaxingly
heex...
that's right....
=)

& after all the assignments it's time to ReLaX a bit before i start CHiONg-Ing for ExAms iN 1 MtHs time...
=)

aLL e BeSt iN EvEryTHiNg i dO yA..?
=p