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Saturday, March 28, 2009

I GuEsS i'Ve FiNaLLy GrOwN uP aFtER aLL ThE ChALLeNGeS ThAT i'Ve MeT WiTh & i'M PrOuD tO TeLL u ThAT i'Ve MaNaGeD tO OvErCoMe iT
YeAh!!!
i'M FiNaLLy EmoTioNaLLy FrEe AgAiN...
YeAh...

I GuEsS e OnLy WaY tO bE EmOtiONaL FrEE iS tO
LoVe MyseLf MuCh MoRe ThAn BeFoRe bY AckNoWLeDiNg mY FeeLiNgS,NeEdS & WaNtS
=)

SiMuLtAnEouSLy,
i WiLL BeGiN tO LoVe mY FaMiLy MoRe
& EvEn mY cLsE FriEnDs
YeS i WiLL
sO i'LL SpENd MuCh MoRe TiMe DoiNg ThiNgs ThAt i LoVe tO dO mYsELf & WiTh e PeopLe wHo LoVeS tO dO e SaMe ThiNgs aS mE...
ThiS IncLuDes mY BeLoVeD SiS

NoW i FiNaLLy KnoW y ShUn JiAn WaNtS mE tO bE a LeVeL uP tO b a FaThEr RoLe aT HoMe...
CaUse OnLy i CaN UnDeRsTaNd mY SiS aS a ChiLd...
OnLy i'M e 1sT tO gO ThROuGh EvErYthIng BeFoRe ThEY DoEs
sO WhATeVeR ShIt ThInGs ThAt HaPpEnS iN mY LiFe
i WouLd FOrBiT ThEm tO dO sO
i WouLd ConVeY ThEm e MeSsAge i WaNt tO SeNd aCroSs tO ThEm bY SeeiNg ThEir PoINt oF ViEw & aT e SaMe TiMe LeTtiNg ThEm KnOw mY PoINt oF ViEw...

I WOULD PROTECT THEM WITH ALL E BEST OF MY ABILITY FROM ALL THE DANGERS THEY MIGHT BE FACING REGARDLESS OF ANYTHING
BE IT SCHOOL OR PERSONAL STUFFS
I WANT TO THEM TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME TO THE EXTEND THAT THEY WOULD TELL ME THEIR DARKEST SECRETS...
EVEN IF THEY DO NOT
I WOULD WANT THEM TO SHARE WITH ME THEIR CHALLENGES IF THEY WERE TO MEET ANY SO THAT I WOULD BE THE ONE WHO WALKED THROUGH ALL E PATHS THAT THEY ARE GOING THROUGH,WILL BE WALKING THROUGH OR ALREADY WALKED THROUGH...
IN JESUS NAME
AMEN...
=)

1st,i would like to convey a msg to my friends who are not christian
me going to church service doesnt mean that i am a christian...
i JuSt EnJoY GoiNg...
& i WiLL NoT bE SoMeOnE wHo PrEaCheS oR ForCe AnyOnE tO gO CHuRCH SeRviCe WiTh mE
LeT mE KnOw iF i SOuNd LiKe i'M PreAChInG CaUSe i HaTe PrEaChiNg.
i JuST WaNt tO SeNd e MeSsAge AcRoSs bY CoNVeYiNg e VaLuEs i WaNt tO SeNd AcRoSs
=)

yeah
lastly, i'm VeRy AppReCiaTiVe FoR e ConCeRns mY FriENds HaVe FoR mE SuCh as RILY,SM & HF
I DO KNOW THAT U ALL WANT TO HAVE THE BEST OUT OF ME JUST LIKE WHAT MY MOTHER & AH YI WANTS OUT OF ME
BUT...
PLS CONVEY TO ME E MESSAGE U WANT TO SEND ACROSS BY PUTTING YOURSELF IN MY SHOES FIRST SO THAT I CAN PUT MYSELF IN YOUR SHOES TO THINK.
E ONLY WAY TO PERSUADE PEOPLE TO THINK LIKE U IS TO THINK LIKE THEM
AGREE...?
=)

LAST BUT NOT E LEAST I WOULD WANT TO HAVE A LIFE TIME PARTNER ONLY WHEN I'M FINANCIALLY STABLE
=)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
6:03 PM



WHAT A BORING SATURDAY TO ROT AT ALL...
WAS PRACTICALLY BORED TO DEATH LA...

PRATICALLY KEEP SLEEPING THE WHOLE DAY...
HUNGRY EAT
EAT ALREADY SLEEP
WAKE UP HUNGRY
HUNGRY EAT
EAT ALREADY SLEEP
THIS WAS WHAT I DID E WHOLE DAY..

if not i will go online & do tonnes of facebook quizz
1sT TiMe iN mY LiFe BoReD tO DeAtH CaN...
PeRhApS i ReaLLy LoVe GoiNg oUt....
CaN't StAnd StAyiNg aT HOMe e WHoLE DaY...
uNLeSs aFtEr a LoNg wK w/O ReSt aT aLL...

NeVeRtHeLESs!!!
i'M LoOkiNg FoRwArD tO ChUrCh SeRviCe TmR!!!
& aLL e ThiNgs ThaT i'LL b DOiNg NeXt wEEk!!!
  • EaTiNg STeAmBoAt WiTh XiU YiN!!!
  • GoiNg sLiM FiT FoR FrEE TrEaTmEnT (aLthOU iT MiGHt b UsELeSs...)
  • DoiNg PeDi...
  • EaTiNg zHen fA WiTH mY HrM Grp MeMEbErS!!!
  • CeLEBrAtiNg jO'S B'DaY!!! (bE ReaDy FoR aNy KinKi STUFfS k...?)
  • =p
  • EaTiNG JaP BuFFeT WiTh JaMEs oN Fri!!!
CaN'T WaiT FoR aLL ThiS tO ComE BuT oF COuRsE HAVe tO STUDY REAL HARD FOR EXAMS SIMULTANEOUSLY LA...
YES I WILL!!!
*NODS*

havE To exErcIsE ToO!!!
iF nOt e 1Kg WiLL bE WaStEd iN HAVinG DiArEaH...
HAAs...
MoSt ProB WiLL GaIN a LoT oF WeiGHt ThiS wEeK..
*SoBS...*





3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
6:55 AM


Friday, March 27, 2009

it's 6aM oN a SaT MoRniINg!!!
aM i ReaLLy ThAT FuLL oF EnErGy tO e ExTeNd ThAT i'M SiCk,
CaNnOt dO AnYtHiNg ThUs dO nOt HaVe tO sLp a LoT CaUsE i GoT MoRe EnErGy ThAn EvEr tO dO LoTsA ThInGs CaUse oF aMpLe ReSt
BuT iT's a PiTy i CaN't StUdY CaUsE i'LL GeT HeAdACHe
ACTuALLy i aLsO a BiT LaZy tO StuDY HeEx...
BuT i ToLd mYseLf ThAT i'LL StuDy FoR e ReSt oF e DaY sO i WiLL SoRt OuT aLL mY NoTeS bY ToDaY & StARt mY ReViSIoN SiNcE i gOt NoThiNg tO dO aT HoMe...
SiCk aLso CaNNoT gO OuT.
SiANz...
1sT TiMe iN mY LiFe DiaReAh UnTiL sO JiA LaT
WHoLe BoDy sO WeAk
MoSt ImPoRtaNtLy CaNNoT EaT ANyThInG i WaNt
*SoBs...*

ThiS iS e MoSt ToRtuRouS THiNg THaT CaN HaPpEn tO mE oN EaRtH
DepRiVe oF mY CrAviNgS fOr FoOd
*SoBs...*
HaAs...

BuT i BeLiEvE ThAT aFtEr LeTTiNg OuT aLL e ToXiC iN mY BoDy
i'LL MoSt LiKeLy bE aBLe tO ReCoVeR bY ToDaY sO ThAT i CaN ATtEnd CHuRcH SeRviCe TmR!!!

CaN'T WaiT tO ATtEnd CHuRCh SeRviCe TmR!!!
HeEx...
BuT SaD tO SaY ThAT i CaN't SeE XiU YiN & KaI Li BuT i StiLL CaN c HeR oN TuEs FoR StEaMbOat sO iT's oK LoR...
WhAT CaN i dO...?
HeEx...
=p

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
2:58 PM



HaAs...
ThiNk i SiCk UntiL i BeCoMe InSaNe Le...
HaAs...
HaD DiArEaH ThrouGhoUt e WhoLe NiGhT YeStErDAY & ToDaY
DrAgGeD mYseLf tO ScHooL THiS AfTeRnOoN...
KeEp ViSiTInG e WaShRoOm iN & OuT oF e cLaSs...
FeLt sO WeAk
FeEL LiKe DyInG
WhOLe BoDy nO StRenGtH
HeAD DaMn HeAvY KeEp SPiNnINg...
HaAs...

AnYwAy i LoVe BeiNg SingLe
HaVe e FrEeDoM tO dO ANyThIng i WaNt WiTOuT ThiNkiNg aT aLL...
I ReaLLy ENjOy e FrEEdoM tHaT i HaVe NoW & ThAT i GuEsS i'M NoT ReADy tO CoMmIt iNto aNy rS aT aLL FoR E MoMeNt
JuSt WaNt tO EnJoY mY LiFe NoW...
HaAs...

ANyWaY...
i'M iN e SiTUaTIoN oF BeiNg iN e KuRmA CaUse i UsEd tO HaVe a LoT oF CruShEs WhEN i'M AtTaChEd DuRiNg mY 4 & a HaLf YeAr rS
sO i DeSeRvE tO b TrEaTeD LiKe THiS bY HiM NoW...
HaAs...
ReTriBuTioN...

sO...?
DoEs iT MaTTeR...?
HaAs...
WhO CaReS...
=)


3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
4:50 AM


Wednesday, March 25, 2009

i'M FiNaLLy DoiNg WhAt i KnOw i ShLd dO aLReAdy
YeS!!!
HaAs...

FeEL sO HaPPy FoR MySeLf
BeiNg aBLe tO sEt mY EmOtiOnS FrEe
=)

& i'LL dO WhAt i NeEd tO dO aT e ChUrCh SeRviCe
YeAh
ThAt'S RiGHt!!!

&
I BeLiEvE ThAT i'M abLe tO dO WhAT i SHouLD & aLREaDy KnOw & i WiLL!!!
ThAt'S RiGHt!!!

&
I BeliEvE ThAt i'LL DeFiNiTeLy mEeT SoMeOnE wHo iS MuCh BeTtEr & TrEsTs mE & ChEriSH mE MuCh MoRe ThAn HiM & WiLL bE ReSpOnSibLe fOr WhAt hE dOeS
=)

I BeLiEvE ThAt THiS iS NoT e RiGHt TiMe
& ThAt e RiGht TiMe WiLL CoMe NaTuRaLLy

=)

sO WhAt i NeEd tO dO NoW iS FoCuS & PioRITiSe oN mY StUdiEs. SpEnDiNg QuaLiTy TiMe WiTh mY LoVe OnEs & cLsE FriEnDs & i WiLL dO iT!!!!



3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
10:39 PM


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

ThE PeRsoNaLiTy TeST BeLoW iS 200% TrUe sO dO dO iT WheN u R FrEe

E WeBsiTe iS iN mY TaGBOX

=)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. (true?) The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
10:27 PM



YeAh!!!
i FeEL sO ReLaX....
HaAs...
FiNaLLy FiNiSHEd mP AssIgNmEnTs oF a FeW MoNtHs oF HaRdWoRk
YeAh!!!
our project cfm get credit if not we'll bang our head against e wall...
haas...
=p
i'll cry if we do not at least get a credit la...
confirm will get no matter what de la..
but hopefully can get distinction
heex...
=p

anyway after knowing XiU YiN
my LiFe sorta ChaNged
she's LiKe ExACtLy LiKe mE PhYiScALLy & MeNtaLly but EmTioNaLLy she's MuCh StRONgEr than me which i would LoVe tO LeArn from her
so ya...
pls TrAnSfEr YoUr KuNgfu oF BeiNg EmOtiOnaLLy StRONg tO mE k..?
=p
yeah!
haas...
i also want to be as INdEpENdEnt aS u
haas...
=p
i also want to be FiNaNciALLy StaBLe MySeLf tOO.
HaAs...
anyway i just to say
I LoVe u!!!
=p
I LoVe u MoRe ThAN i LoVe MySeLf & Can'T WaiT tO SeE,TaLk,HeAr,EaT,MeEt uP WiTh u!!!
=p

Do NoT WhaT tO SaY Le.
sO *ShY*
=p


3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
7:07 PM


Sunday, March 22, 2009

YeAh!
I MaNaGeD tO SoLvE E LaSt MiN PaTtErNs oF mY MaRkEtiNg AsSiGnMeNt GrOuP MeMbErS
& i'M VeRy SaTiSfiEd WiTh mYsELf CaUse i'M GeTtiNg BeTtEr & BeTtEr iN HaNdLiNg WhAtEvEr ChaLLeNgEs ThAt CoMeS iN mY WaY & ThAT i BeLiEvE ThAT i aM aBLe tO SoLvE MoRe ChaLLeNgInG ChALLeNgEs ThAT CoMeS iN mY WaY
& i'M gLaD tHaT i'M GroWiNg iN ThIs ArEa & ThAt i FeEL ReaLLy HaPPy & PrOuD oF MySeLf!!!
MuAcKs!!!
& ThiS MaKeS mE LoVe MySeLf EvEn MoRe...
;)

YeAh sO i ShaLL FiNiSh e AsSiGnMeNt bY 6pM sO ThAT i CaN gO BooStEr SeSsiOn @ AkLtG ToNiGHt
=)

in conclusion
it can be quite tiring to have emotions like roller coaster but i guess that's me & that i'll accept & love myself for that
=)

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
10:24 PM



I GuEsS e MoRe u LoVe SoMeOnE e MoRe u WOuLd bE ScArEd oF BeiNg HuRt bY HiM/HeR CAuSe OnLy HiM/HeR HaVe e PoWeR tO...
=)

sO aLwAyS ReMeMbEr
EvEnTs+ReSpoNsE=OuTcoMe
sO WhaT KiNd oF OuTcOmE u WaNts tO HaVe DepEnDs oN mY ReSPoNSe
ThEReFoRe,
i ChOoSe tO ReSPoNsE PoSItiVeLy nO MaTtEr WhAT HaPpEnS
YuP
& i'LL PeRsErVe tO ReSPoNsE PoSiTiVeLy tO WhAtEvEr SiTUaTioN...
=)

YeAh
ThAT's RiGht!!!
&
I CaN dO iT!!!
HaAs...
=p

YeAh
i'M SuRe wE CaN FiNiSh OuR mP ASsIgNmEnT ToNiGHt
ThAt'S RiGhT!!!
;)



3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
8:25 PM








I LoVe e 3 oF ThEm tO e MaX!!!
Can'T WaiT tO HaV SuPpEr WITh u iN APriL SoOn!!!
;)
















aLL e PiCs TaKeN AboVe WeRe TaKeN @ Zhi JiAN's B'DaY BbQ @ CeLeSte'S HsE =)
i actually in a very good mood now
after completing my part
for survey analysis for marketing assignment
=)

sO I JuSt WaNt tO ReCaLL aLL e HaPPy MoMeNts i HaD ReCenTLy
=)



3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
8:27 AM


Saturday, March 21, 2009

I'M REALLY GLAD TO KNOW A GUY WHO IS LIKE MY SHADOW
WE HAVE SIMILAR CHARACTER,PERSONALITY,HABITS,
THINKING,STRONG MUTUAL FEELINGS,HOW WE DO & HANDLE THINGS
OUR LOVE LANGUAGES R EXACTLY THE SAME:
  1. WORDS OF AFFIRMATION
  2. ACTIONS
  3. GIFTS
I'M REALLY AMAZED!!!
=)

HOWEVER,
=(
TO SAY THAT WE KNOW EACH OTHER TOO LATE
& SO WE ARE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER...

I GUESS THAT LOVING SOMEONE MEANS WANTING THE PERSON TO BE =) BUT NEED NOT BE TOGETHER WITH THE PERSON...

YEAH
I BELIEVE BOTH OF US R DISCIPLINE ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING & WHAT WE SHOULD DO
=)


3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
7:27 AM




i BroKe my mirror i bought from taiwan
something like anna sui
SoBs...
but it's ok
this means i can buy a NeW one!
yeah!
=p





yeah
finally took a shot with nana
heex...
she's like my twin sis
we r quite SiMiLaR phyiscally & mentally...
=p
just that she more INDePeNdEnt & sLiGhTLy more stubborn than me
=p
guess she's going to KiLL me when she sees this
but i did HeEd your advice
& DiD
what u ToLd me to
ImMeDiaTeLy...
that's very RaRe
for me cause
i usually LiStEnS & KnoWs
but nv TaKe AcTiOnS
so u should feel HoUNoUrEd...
=p
okies enough of us le...
=p



another well-spent day
went sch library to do hrm research this morning
watched HoTeL FoR DoGs with NaNa
FaBuLoUs movie!!!
WoULd nOt MiNd WatCHiNg AgAiN if sim-sc organises the movie marathon
i CriEd when watching e movie
cause i thought the story going to
EnD SaDLy
& i can say that e TwiSt was a NiCe 1
& that e movie TaUgHt mE a LoT of VaLuEs...
  1. to ReaLly ChEriSh e LoVe OnEs around u before it's too late....
  2. to UnDeRsTaNd what is e ReaL meaning of love (not only rS but a LoT MoRe other types such as SiBLiNgS LoVe)
  3. it's EsSenTiaL to be CrEaTiVe in this century cause the world is ChaNgIng fast
  4. aLwAyS BeLiEvE that MiRaCLeS do happen
  5. it's GoOd to be CouRaGoUs for a GoOd PuRpOsE...
  6. PeRsErVeRaNce is an EsSentiAL point for u to SuCeEd in anything
ReALLy ENJoYeD mYsELf tO e FuLLeSt!!!
sO LoNg nV ENJoY UnTiL sO LiKe ThiS Le
=p

Wait!!!
Before we DePaRtEd,
she went to do PeDiCURe & i went to do SoMeThIng...
*SeCrEt*
dO ObSeRvE mE WhEn wE MeEt ThEn u'LL KNoW WHaT e DiFF i MaDe iN mE...
=p

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
6:53 AM


Thursday, March 19, 2009

i feel sO EmO AgN...
y is it that i feel so eMoTiOnaL AgAiN?
i ToLd mYsELf ThAT i WaNt tO bE EmOtiOnaLLy StROnG & iNdEpEnDenT BuT DoEs mY ACtiOns ShOWs ThAT?

I KeEp SayInG ThAT i'M StReSs BuT wHo iS nOt? ExCuSe mE~
wE r LiViNg iN S'PoRe,
a FaSt PaCe LiFe-StYLe,
i think u will DiE if u dO NoT FeEL ChaLLenGeD...

i KnOw HoW tO SaY mY FrIeNds BuT i'M JuSt LiKe mY FriEndS
i KnoW & ThAT i SaY BuT M i DOiNg iT...?

I KeEp SaYiNg BuT nOt DOiNg...
ThEn?
ExCuSeS...
u R aLwAYs GiViNg YoUrSeLf ExCuSeS tO ChANGe & ThAt u SaY ThAT u R StUbBoRn
iT's iN-bOrn iN u...
RiGhT...
EvEryOnE sAy iT's HaRd tO ChAnGe a LeOpArd'S SPoTs...

AcTuALLy iF u WaNt tO ChANGe iT's VeRy EaSy iT's JuSt ThAT u WaNt tO ChaNge AnOt...
iT's YoUr ChoiCe...
u HaVe e PoWeR tO ChOoSe
WhaT u CHooSe iS WhaT u GeT
WhAT u ThiNk iS WHaT u GeT
u fLoW in e DiReCtiOn oF YoUr ThOuGhts
u ThiNk BIg u BeCoMe BIG
u ThINk SmaLL u BeCOmE SmaLL
u ThInk oF PoSITiVe u BeCOmE PoSITiVe
u ThiNk oF NeGatiVe u BeCOmE NeGaTiVe
u ThInk oF HaTe u BeCoMe HaTeFUL
u ThINk oF LoVe u BeCOmE LoVeAbLe...
u R WhaT u ThInk oF
E mE i SeE iS e mE i WiLL bE...

I FiNaLLy UnDeRsTanD e MeANinG oF thIs EMPoWEriNg PaRa
Y DiD i TaKe sO LoNg tO UnDeRsTaNd...?

WhEn WiLL BEcOmE MoRe MaTUre?
5 YeArs DOwN e RoAD...?
WhEn dO u KnOw HoW tO ThInk aS aN aDuLt...?
WhEn CaN u 1sT PoSITiOn YoUr MoThEr?
OnLy WheN u BeCOmE a MoThEr YoUrsELf...?

WaStiNg aLL e EfForTs ThAT mY MuM DiD FOR mE...?
EvEryThIng ThAT sHe SaRcriFiCeS For mE...?
dO u WaNt tO ApPrEciAte HeR OnLy WhEn She'S nOt AroUnd oR ThAT sHe CAn'T bE bY YoUr SiDe...?
sHe NeEd mE tO ThInk LiKe HeR sO ThAT i CaN b a GooD RoLe-MoDeL FoR mY SiS
HoW CaN sHe bE ReLaX WhEN ShE FeELs ThAT i'M sTiLL a KiD...?
HoW CaN shE TruSt mE tO TeAcH mY SiS?
HandLe ThEM CoRrEcTLy....?

I GOT TOO MUCH TO WRITE BUT I'LL STOP HERE CAUSE I FEEL LIKE DRAINING MYSELF WHEN I'M ALREADY SO DRAINED BY MY ASSIGNMENTS...

GUESS I CHOOSE TO STAY POSITIVE NO MATTER WHAT....
=)
THAT'S RIGHT!!!


3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
7:49 AM


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

gota settle mp & hrm assignment asap
i'm like dying la...
haas...
but i believe that i'll survive through this.
yes!!!
that's right!!!
i BeLiEvE wE wiLL OpTiMiSe TmR's wHoLe AfTnoOn aS iF wE WoRk oN e mP AssiGnmEnt fRom MoRNinG to aT NiGHt
& ThAt wE wLd bE abLe tO CoMpLeTe 80% oF OuR mP AssIgnMEnt sO ThaT wE CaN FIniSh EvEryTHiNg bY SuN HoPeFuLLy bY MoN sO ThAt CryStaL CaN EdiT & tHAt sHe wiLL EdiT EaiLy & SmOoThLy
ThAT's RIGHt ;)
I KnoW ThAt i'M gOoD @ MuLti-TaSkiNg sO i BeLiEvE i CaN dO BoTh AsSiGNmEnTs VeRy SmoOthLy & HandLe ThEM VeRy WeLL tO GeT DiScTInCtioNs FoR BoTh MoDULeS & EvEn fOr e ExAmS!!!
;)
actaully i got nth much to write
just want to destress
heex...

3 words 1 meaning iloveyou :D
2:28 AM


Tuesday, March 17, 2009




guess my body is still very HeAtY
cause i can feel e heat inside my body
& that
i need pLeNtY oF sLp...

=)

i did have 2 hrs of sleep when i reach hm just now
& that i had 2 hrs of slp last night too
to complete HmT AssIGnMeNt
& that
i'm VeRy SaTiSfiEd WITh mY EnD pRoDUCt
&
i BeLiEvE ThAT i'LL GeT DiStiNcTIONS
FoR thiS inDIViDUAL AsSIgNmENt
WiTH mE EdiTinG & VeTtiNg mYsELf
=)
but it cannot quantify my sleep
cause i slept at 430am on SaT
& woke up at 10am to work for IT fair
cause we went to celebrate ShUn JiAN's b'day

i will feel bad if i did not go
sO
i sarcrifice my sleep
& that
sun i slept at 2am
cause fujilim promomters went for steamboat.
tian tian huo guo at bugis.
FaBuLoUs LuR-iNg SeRviCe OuTsiDe
BuT!
E SERVICE INSIDE TOOK YEARS!!!
EVERYTHING!!!
FROM THE DRINKS TO FOOD & EVERYTHING
BUT
MONEY TO BE COLLECTED FROM US 2 HRS LATER
SO WE GO BY E FLOW
& TOOK YEARS TO PAY
THEN THEY CAME TO COLLECT AGAIN

E TABLE ON TOP OF US TOOK 1000 YRS
& IT IS NOT CLEARED
EVEN WHEN WE LEFT
SO COCKCROACHES APPEAR

NOT 1
NOT 2
NOT 3
BUT 4!!!
AMAZING!!!
SO THIS WILL BE
OUR FIRST
&
LAST VISIT
TO THIS OUTLET
IT'S AT BUGIS
BESIDE LA MEI ZI
IT
REALLY MAKES ME WONDER

IS IT COMMON TO HAVE COCKCROACHES IN STEAMBOAT AREAS?
CAUSE LA MEI ZI KITCHEN ALSO GOT COCKCORACHES =)

anyway
i have got to complete
4ps for marketing
ToNiGht
&
I BeLiEvE i aM abLe tO CoMpLeTe iT
TONiGHt!!!
ThAT''s RiGht!!!
=)

JiA YoU!!!
KeMpATei
!!!
;)

i guess mY GrEeDy-NeSs cause my body to be HeAty
CauSe i WaNt tO LiVe mY LiFe tO e FuLlEsT bY:
1) DoiNg VeRy WeLL FoR aLL mY MoDULeS
2) AtTenDinG aLL LECtuReS & BeiNg PuNcTuaL FoR aLL MoDuLeS
3)StuDy FoR eXAMS OnCe i'M FrEe
4)SpEnd aS MuCh QuaiLty TiMe WiTh mY LoVe & cLSe OnEs aS muCH aS PoSsiBLe
5) EnjOy mYseLf aS MuCH aSPoSsibLe
6) dO mY BeSt tO WoRk aS MuCH aS PosSible sO aS nOt tO TaKe MoNeY fRoM mY MoTHEr
7)pLan mY StuFfS EarLiEr & HaVe MuCH BeTtEr TiMe MaNaGemENt aLthOU i'M ImProVIng oN iT
8)bE MoRe EmoTIonAlLy StRoNg,iNdEpEnDeNt & MAtUre

i think that'sabout it for e time being
=)


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Monday, March 16, 2009

actually I kind of agree with Xue Fen that what I say in my blog is quite hurtful.
i am sorry if i hurt anyone anyway....
guess i have already reached my threshold & that i have changed?
actually i realised that i have been suppressing everything since we were together & that i did my best to learn to forget but i realise i am not that forgiving enough...?
not as forgiving as ming zhen.
haas...
guess some parts are me r really growing stronger & stronger...
e good parts r confidence & independency
but i guess e strong part & dominooring part of me should tone down cause it will benefit people who r close to me...
=)

frankly speaking
@ some point of time i feel like smoking...
not once, twice but a few times & i KnOw that i CaNnOt & WOuLd NoT cause i dO NoT WaNt tO LeT mY MoThEr & mY cLsE FrEnZ DoWN sO i'LL HaV SeLf-COnTroL nO MAtTeR WhAt
=)
cause i realise actually a lot of my friends smoke....

for a second,
i wanted to TaTtOo & that i still wants to tatoo but my mum confirm dont allow so i cfm wont tatoo cause i dont want to let her down.

nO WoRriEs MuMmy
nO MaTtEr WhAT i dO
u WiLL & WiLL aLwYs bE e 1sT PeRsoN i ThInK oF...
=)
SoRrY if i UpSeT u UmPtEEn TiMeS
i dont mean it but i really find u NaGgY sometimes.
heex....

yeah...
anyway...IT fair is OvEr & NoW iS AsSIgnMenT TImE.
gota finish HmT tonight cause due tmr.
Next is Mp due NeXt WeD
FoLLoWeD bY HrM due in starting of ApRiL
=)

yeah..
i believe i can finish everything smoothly & relaxingly
heex...
that's right....
=)

& after all the assignments it's time to ReLaX a bit before i start CHiONg-Ing for ExAms iN 1 MtHs time...
=)

aLL e BeSt iN EvEryTHiNg i dO yA..?
=p

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Thursday, March 12, 2009


Hui FaNg~
ThAnKs FoR e RoSe. iT's ActuAlly a PeN
=)
This iS e 1sT & Only RoSe i GeT FoR V.DaY
I ReaLiSe iT's SiLLy tO ReCiEvE fLoWeRs fRoM GuYs
CauSe iT wiLL WiThEr iN a FeW Day'S TiMe
BuT
i WouLd StiLL LiKe tO ReCiEvE iT CaUSe
i LiKe e FeeLiNg OF ReCiEviNg FLoWeRs
YeaH jUsT lIkE E fEElInG...
sIllY Me righT...? hEEx...




I GaVe u ThiS BrAuN BuFfEr WaLLeT aS a V.DaY PrEsEnt
BeFoRe wE BroKe uP BuT i DiD NoT ReGrEt.
I BeLiEvE u DeSeRvE SuCH a NiCe GiFt aFt
TrEaTiNg mE FoR sO NiCe For 4 & A HaLf YeArs
=)
PeRhaPs iT's TiMe u ShLd PaMpEr YOuRsELf a LiTtLe?
JuSt a LittLe WiLL dO...
=)


I GuEsS i StiLL HaVe A BiT oF FeELinGs FoR HiM sOmEhOw...
=)
It'S EaSieR SaiD tHeN DoNe tO LeT gO
oF a 4 & a HaLf yEaR Rs
& I BeLiEvE tHaT i'LL sOoN bE abLe tO LeT gO ReaLly FaSt...
=)



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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

i'm starting to love being SiNgLe
perhaps e ReaL me inside myself likes freedom all along
maybe it's just that i did not know?

i feel sO CaReFrEe when i dO nOt HaVe tO ThiNk sO MuCh WhEN GuYs AsK mE OuT
CaN gO OuT WiTh aS MaNy FriEnDs aS i CaN AnYtiMe AnyWhErE BuT oF COuRsE MuSt aLsO HaVe VeRy GoOd TiMe MaNgemEnt La...

Anyway i only slept 5 hrs last night cause someone mind-*uck me last night but made me ReALiSe iT's TiMe FoR mE tO StEp uP & BeHaVe LiKe aN AduLt
tO ShArE mY MuM's BuRdEn
tO LighTeN HeR LoAd
tO ThInK LiKe aN aDuLt
&
TaLk LiKe aN AduLT
ThIs SeEmS VeRy ChaLLEnGiNg FoR mE BuT i GuEsS i'M aBLe tO BeHaVe LikE aN AduLt SoOn
aS FaSt aS I WaNt tO
KeEp ReMinDIng mYsELf tO ReaCt tO ThInGs LiKe aN AduLt &HandLe ThInGs LiKe HoW aN AduLt WoUlD bE HanDlInG

ThAt's aLL FoLkS
TaTa~

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8:18 AM


Monday, March 9, 2009

i'm feeling ExhAuStEd AgAiN....
  1. need to finish MAB tutorials for tommorow morning
  2. need to research & do hmt individual assignment tmr
  3. need to work for IT show on thursday,saturday & sunday
Y ISIT THAT

I ALWAYS FEEL

THAT I'M SHORT OF TIME...

isit cause

i have ToO MuCH activities

or that

i should improve on time management?

it's very

TIRING

to have

sO MaNy

activities lined up ahead

but i

DiSLiKe

being

IdLiNg around too...

maybe i should

take into consideration

for my body

perhaps

i should leave some free time

for my body to enjoy itself

by doing e things that i like & even sleeping

HoWeVeR,

e other part of me

keep telling myself

to

FoCuS

on e BeSt OuTcOmE...
  1. PaSs aLL e MoDuLeS ThIs SeM WiTh fLyInG CoLoUrS
  2. InCoMe StReAm aFtEr IT FaiR
On e OThEr HanD,

IsIt a

BaD ThINg

tO HaVe

SyMPaThETiC ReSONaNCe?

What would

your 1st reaction be

when someone close

tells u that he/she's coughing

with blood found in e phlem?

WoRrY for e person right?

Your 1st reaction is to

ask him/her to see e doctor right?

What if

he/she does not like to see doctor

cause his/her mother

always persuades him/her

to see the doctor

by exaggerating signs

in a negative way

to the extreme...?

I can only

persuade him/her to see e doctor

nicely.

But what's his/her reaction?

I know

my body

& that

i will recover tmr.

WoW~

it sounds like a

MiRaClE

does'nt it?

when someone

coughs to the extend

of blood being found in e phlem

only means

that it's coughing is to the worst extend

& how aggravate can it go...?

he/she even felt

suffocated

when e phlem was in his/her throat

i really

got no idea

how to

persuade him/her to see doc...

NeIThEr e SoFt NoR e HaRd ApPRoaCh

WoRks FoR HiM/HeR

sO WhaT wLd YoUr SuGgEsTIOn bE?

I'm ReaLLy WoRriEd FoR HiM/HeR

&

hE/ShE EvEn FiNdS iT InTeReStiNg

tO FeeL SuFfoCaTeD DURINg HiS/HeR sLeeP

ReaLLy GoT nO IdEa WhaT'S oN HiS/HeR MinD...

sO,

iN CoClUSIoN...

i CHoOsE tO LeaVe HIm/HeR aLoNe

SiNcE WhaT i SaY DoEsnT MaTtEr

SInCe hE/ShE aLrEaDy HaS a DeCISIoN iN MiNd...

mY PuRpOSe FoR

CaLLiNg u iS tO DESTRESS

bUt iN e EnD

u MaDe mE FeEL EvEn MoRe DoWn tO TeArS...

ThaNkS a LoT

=)


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8:18 AM


Wednesday, March 4, 2009

YeAh....

FiNaLLy

survived the 2 weeks where i had

2 assignments & 2 tests


CAN TOTALLY FEEL

THE HUGE BURDEN

BEING LAID DOWN....

FEEL SO RELAXED...

BUT...

I'LL NEED TO

DO SOMETHING

MUCH MORE CHALLENGING

THAN TESTS,ASSIGNMENTS,EXAMS OR INTERVIEWS....

& IT'S...

COACH FOR POE....

A LOT OF PEOPLE

MIGHT NOT KNOW

WHAT IS OUR JOB SCOPE LIKE

SO I SHALL SHARE MORE ABOUT IT WITH U...

COACHING FOR POE

IS

MORE LIKE A VOLUNTEER WORK.

A LOT OF PEOPLE

MIGHT THINK THAT

WE R SILLY

BUT WE BELIEVE THAT

WHAT WE BENEFITED

FROM COACHING IN POE IS PRICELESS

=)

POE MEANS PATTERNS OF EXCELLENCE

THIS IS A COURSE

CONDUCTED BY ADAM KHOO TECHNOLOGY

TO FACILITATE E PARTICIPANTS

IN

CHANGING

FOR THE BETTER

IF ONLY THEY ARE WILLING TO...

THERE ARE

A LOT OF GOOD SAYINGS

THAT I'VE LEARNED IN POE SUCH AS

FOR ANYTHING TO CHANGE, I HAVE TO CHANGE FIRST.

WHAT U FOCUS ON EXPANDS....

EVERYTHING STARTS FROM U....

IF I

BELIEVE THAT

COACHING WILL

TAKE ME TO A HIGHER LEVEL

SO IT WILL EVENTUALLY DO...

IT'S LIKE

SELF-FULFILLING PROPHESY.

=)

ANYWAY AFTER

SURVIVING

THE 2 WEEKS BATTLE.

I

BELIEVE

THAT

I WILL HAVE

ALL TH
E GOOD RESOURCES

THAT I WOULD WANT

TO HAVE DURING POE


&

THAT

I WOULD BE ABLE TO

STRETCH MYSELF

TO A MUCH HIGHER LEVEL

& THAT

I WILL BE

IN MY BEST POSSIBLE STATE

TO FACILITATE THE PARTICIPANTS

SO THAT

I CAN BRING OUT THE UTMOST POTENTIAL

IN THEM

& THAT

ALL OF US WILL

BENEFIT FROM THIS WOOSH 27

& THAT

THIS WOOSH

WOULD BE

E BEST WOOSH EVER.

YES...

THAT'S RIGHT....

I AM ABLE TO

ACHIEVE WHAT I BELIEVE IN...


=)

I WOULD

THROW ALL THE UNRESOURCEFUL STATE

IN MY MAIN RUBBISH CUTE

BEFORE GOING POE...
=)

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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

I know that I'm changing to e better or to e worst?
Only people who are close to me knows
Obviously my mother is happy to see the change in me cause i keep sharing with her my thoughts which she agrees with me...
Last time she used to just listen to what i say but
nowadays
she AGREES WITH WHAT I SAY.
haas....

Actually i find that there r 2 sides of me after being
with Scorpio or Gemini too much.
haas..

In a way,
i realise there are a lot of more sides in me when it comes to different situations,
i guess this is call
FLEXIBILITY ba...
sometimes i really wonder when did i suddenly become so flexible....
haas...

Actaully it's good to be

IN

DIFFERENT

RESOURCEFUL STATE

IN

DIFFERENT

SITUATION

my dear friends,

can u please

ACCEPT

e

CHANGE

in me cause

i know

it's quite difficult to accept but

please REMEMBER

that i would

CHANGE

for the

BETTER...

IT'S A MATTER OF TIME...

in order for

someone to turn from

good into something BETTER

he/she will have to turn bad

then eventually good again....

Actually u r just like me,

when your friends told u bout something bad about u & e guy,

u CHOOSE NOT to LISTEN

so i choose
not to do
the same as your friends
cause i know that u wont listen.

DID U DO E SAME TO ME...?

NO...

U KEEP FORCING YOUR OPINION ONTO ME...

DID I EVER FORCE MY OPINION INTO U...?

LET ME KNOW IF I EVER DID...

&
THAT I'M SORRY

IF I EVER DID CAUSE

I REALISE THAT

EVERYONE HAS DIFFERENT OPINIONS

REGARDING DIFFERENT MATTERS,

ANYTHING....

OBVIOUSLY

I WOULD NOT WANT

TO LOSE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND LIKE U...

BUT...

please leave

if u cannot ACCEPT

the change in me

CAUSE

it's going to be a

VERY TIRING FRIENDSHIP for E BOTH OF US....

OBVIOUSLY

I'M VERY

HAPPY TO KNOW U

AS A FRIEND

&

THAT I HAD

VERY HAPPY MOMENTS WITH U...

Perhaps

i did not really spend a lot of time

with u these few days

that makes u think that i have changed?

my dear friend,

i was busy with 2 assignments

& tests for these 2 weeks...

can i just have some time

ALONE...?

i
know
that a lot of people is
as stress as me
or
that they are more stress
but different people handle things differently.

In conclusion,
I know
what is the highest positive intention
behind what u do
but....

PLEASE

KNOW YOUR LIMITS

CAUSE U R GETTING INTO MY NERVES....

EVEN MY MUM DOES NOT DO THIS....

=)

it's just like
how would u feel
if your mum
keeps nagging
at all which is all against what u r thinking?




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Sunday, March 1, 2009

As u can see from the title of my entry,
I went sT JaMeS last night,

IT WAS E 1ST TIME I HAD GREAT TIME!!!

IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!

I had tequilla shot for my first drink but
it did not get me anywhere
but i still managed to
enjoy dancing

cause of e r & b music @ broiler rm.

Last night was e 1st SaT i went & it's totally awesome!!!
haas...especially e r&b music @ powerhouse

At first we went broiler room,
e music was quite nice in the beginning but it was getting bored when the band arrives so we went to movida.

To our
HoRrOr,
there were a lot of gay couples including Indians...
totally gross sia...
they were like grounding each other la...
totally disgusted
obviously,
we dashed out as soon as possible.
it's a such a
PiTy
cause the songs that were played were quite nice....
nah....it's alright anyway...

& aft which, we went to sort of explore the area by going to the 2nd level...
from there we can see broiler room & dragonfly
so we decided to go dragonfly
it was e live band & e music played was quite nice cause it was in
ChInEsE....
=)
however my friends did not really enjoy the music cause most probably they listen to more english songs...
so,
we went out again...
we wanted to go powerhouse & it was just beside the exit.
ThANk GoD we DoN't have to be DruNcHed in e RaiN....
haas...
from last night onwards i'm more familiar with the area
so in future if u want to go with me
i will be able to bring you around cause it's all LiNkEd...
haas...
;)

Anyway,
when we were enjoying dancing at powerhouse,
suddenly 2 guys started

PUSHING EACH OTHER,

SMILED & GOT INTO A FIGHT,

1 EVEN TOOK A

BOTTLE & STARTED

WHACKING E OTHER GUY


SO DAMN SCARY LA...

AT THAT VERY MOMENT I WAS REALLY HORRIFIED

THINKING WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN

SO MY VERY 1ST

INSTINCT

WAS TO

CALL UPON

THE STAFF

AT THE VERY MOMENT

WHEN I WAS IN E FRIGHT.


I

DO NOT KNOW

WHAT HAPPEN EXACTLY

CAUSE I WAS

BACK FACING THEM.


& THEY WERE ALSO

VERY NEAR US TO...


THAT'S SO SCARY LA...


LUCKILY

SHUN JIAN WAS THERE...

HE SORT OF

'PROTECTED'

ME BY RAISING HIS HANDS

TO COVER MY HEAD.


I WAS REALLY TOUCHED

& AT E VERY MOMENT FELT PROTECTED...


HAAS...


=P


AFT THAT WHEN WE WERE WALKING OUT,


I WANTED TO LEAD E WAY OUT

BUT HE ASKED ME TO FOLLOW HIM INSTEAD


I FELT PROTECTED AGAIN...


=P


AM I THINKING TOO MUCH

OR

IT'S JUST NATURAL FOR GIRLS

TO FEEL E SAME IF

A GUY WERE TO

DO THE SAME THING FOR HER...?


alrights...
that's all folks
tata
=)

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